Let's face it. We are losing our privacy these days but we really don't care. I have like 4 blogs and people can easily read them and make it a basis for judging me. And I really don't care. Because anyway, the reason I'm posting those blogs is for people to read them. If I want to keep it for myself I'll just write it somewhere and have it locked. Or better yet, I'll just have it kept inside my head. But honestly, there's also some blog sites of mine that are not so known to most of my friends. Like for my tabulas site. This has been one of my oldest blog site and with the emerging growth of new social network sites, I think my friends are not aware that this one's is still existing. And good for me, I can still update this one without having to worry if my friends will be able to read it. And though this has not been kept in private, people who might read this are most likely to be a complete stranger to me. And that's ok. They judge me, that's fine. And anyway, I think strangers have lesser tendency to waste their time judging me: the unknown. And while I'm keeping my other 'famous' social networking sites updated, I still have kept something all for myself, away from some of those judgmental people. Yes, they are my friends and some are just connected to me one way or another, but I won't be able to stop them from thinking 'whatever' about me, right? But hey, I really don't have a great issue with this privacy thing. It's just that I feel free writing this one just for myself and for the stranger who'll even waste their time opening and reading this one. *HI stranger* hehehe =)

Anyway, I'm seeing this guy. Well, not really seeing but we're constantly updating each other. And I don't even know what we are. But since our movie date last night, I can't help but get really turned off. Hay. And I can't even tell him how bored I was last night. I still keep constant communication with him. And truth be told, I'd rather text him or talk to him through phone than be with him in person. Which is kind of weird. He's not so boring on the phone like he really is in person. And I am wondering why and how that ever happened. I really dunno the answer, but I know that he'll never be my next guy. Maybe I'll just have him keep me company til the right guy comes around. Because anyway, I don't know what I am in his world. I can't read him. Crazy. He's too conservative and slow. And he's too realistic. We're so different in a lot of ways. But he can be a good friend. And that is all that we'll ever be. But for now, I'll just enjoy what we're having. Whatever it is that we are having. Hehe. =))

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