Parties left and right. Lights blinking, seasonal tunes playing, food overflowing, people laughing. Drink, dance like there's no tomorrow... forget for a while. I want to hate you; it's costing too much effort trying pretending to be happy. Yet when the night's over and my feet are tired and the booze nearly knocked me out, I slip into dreams of falling asleep in your arms. I wake up drenched in tears.