BEFORE




AFTER

"Don't worry; there's no sugar." you said.

That's exactly why I should worry. Because there's no sugar.

No matter how much of you I take in, it doesn't - shouldn't - mean anything. Because there's no freakin' sugar.

My phone was silent and my heart heavy. The hours dragged on.
I felt you trying to catch my eye.

I was selfish. I'm sorry.
From now on I'll simplify things. I won't ask for anything else.

I'll choose to be happy, just like this.

I missed you. Lots.
I love you.

If you're a Globe subscriber, I'm sure you exclaimed "HUWATTTTTTT???", eyes bulging, when news about the price increase of unlimited texting came out. I used to load 50php to enjoy unlimitxt for five days; now, one has to pay 80 bucks for the same service. Imagine that, a price increase of above 50%! It's inconvenient, of course, but later on I found it really funny. With the whooping increase in price came a whooping decrease in the number of messages compared to what I used to receive. No more heart-breaking love quotes! No more amusing banat(s)! Most of all, no more Ederlyn jokes! Aaw... and I especially loved those (may picture message ako - o, san ka pa?? ) !

I used not to care, but upon tasting the joys of unlimited texting, I realized: ang mahal makipagchikahan pag piso isang text!


PS: I'm using Sun right now. Haha. My Globe is still active; my Smart is on vacation.

I turned weak when you became my strength.



Within you, I lose myself
Without you, I find myself
Wanting to be lost again
Anonymous

It only means, one finds it easy to be vulnerable when you know that someone is there to catch your fall.

Problem is, what if this is something you just thought you knew?

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It gives me a funny feeling whenever people comment that we look good together. Much more when they ask if there's an "us". Then I would have to correct them, say there's no such thing.

Their confusion and disbelief wounds me more than having to tell the truth.

wtf.

"This is the day you'll leave me forever."

Bihag tayo ng panahon at pagkakataong puno ng pangambang ika'y mawalay pa.
Sana'y h'wag nang matapos pa aking nadarama sa tuwing kapiling ka.
Orange and Lemons

I want you. I want to be with you all the time. I want to have your everything. I want to be your everything.

But I wouldn't ask it of you.

Sana pwedeng hatakin pabalik ang mga araw.
Pero pag naaalala ko lahat, naging masaya naman pala tayo kahit sa sandaling panahon. Walang oras na nasayang.
Salamat