(c) yeopgi 2004


Links



your name:

url:

your message:


Entries for June, 2005

June 4th, 2005

after image lyrics

TAG-ARAW


Ikot ng mundo, tila ay bumabagal
Ngunit alam kong di na rin magtatagal
Ang aking hinihintay ay makakamit
Pagkat bughaw na ang kulay ng ating langit
Pilitin man ay di mo na mapipigil
Ang kanyang pag-ahon, ang kanyang paggising

Ikaw lamang ang nais kong kapiling
Kung darating ang tag-araw
Lagi na lamang aking nasasaisip
Ang pagsapit ng tag-araw

Sana ang init mo'y aking maramdaman
Araw na nagdaan ay di ko na mabilang
Sa 'king paghihintay ako'y nasasabik
Pinapanalangin na ang 'yong pagbabalik
Wag mo na sana sa aki'y ipagkait
Ang tanging hangarin na ika'y makapiling

Ikaw lamang ang nais kong kapiling
Kung darating ang tag-araw
Lagi na lamang aking nasa sa isip
Ang pagsapit ng tag-araw

Hanggang kailan kaya ako maghihintay
Upang ang tag-araw sa akin ay kusa nang ibigay

Ikaw lamang ang nais kong kapiling
Kung darating ang tag-araw
Lagi na lamang aking nasa sa isip
Ang pagsapit ng tag-araw



TAG-ULAN


Minsan ika'y nag-iisa walang makasama
Di malaman sa'n tutungo
Naghahanap, nag-iisip kung saan babaling
Dito sa mundong mapaglaro

At tuwing ika'y nalulumbay 'di makakita
Nais mo ay may makasama
Sa 'yong lungkot akala mo ika'y nag-iisa
Narito ako't kapiling ka

Kung nais mo ika'y lumuha
Ako'y makikinig sa bawat salita

Kapag umuulan bumubuhos ang langit sa yong mga mata
Kapag mayroong unos ay aagos ang luha
Nguni't di ka mag-iisa, kaibigan

Kayrami ng mga tanong sa 'yong isipan
Nais mo lamang ay malaman
Bakit nagkaganoon ang nangyari sa 'yong buhay
Tanong mo man sa 'ki'y 'di ko alam

Handa akong maging tanggulan
Sa tuwing sasapit sa 'yo ang tag-ulan, oooh...

Kapag umuulan bumubuhos ang langit sa yong mga mata
Kapag mayroong unos ay aagos ang luha
Nguni't di ka mag-iisa, kaibigan

Ako'y naririto, naghihintay lamang sa 'yo
Tumawag ka't ako ay tatakbo sa piling mo
Kaibigan... kaibigan... kaibigan...

Kapag umuulan bumubuhos ang langit sa yong mga mata
Kapag mayroong unos ay aagos ang luha
Nguni't di ka mag-iisa
Kaibigan... kaibigan... kaibigan...

posted @ 07:05 PM in | take a plunge.

sana di ako bangungutin...

Baka ito pa ang maging kanta sa libing ko.



Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing
I'm strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears

They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armour
The warrior is a child

Unafraid because his armour is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazing
I never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at His feet

They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armour
The warrior is a child

They don't know that I come running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and look up for His smile
'Cause deep inside this armour
Deep inside this armour
Deep inside this armour
The warrior is a child

posted @ 07:40 PM in | take a plunge.

di ko idol si john lloyd at bea...

... feel ko lang yung kanta. This goes to all my boylets... harharhar...

(Boylets? Plural? Parang andami ah... aba, andami nga! )

Ikaw ang lahat sa akin
Kahit ika'y wala sa aking piling
Isang magandang alaala
Isang kahapong lagi kong kasama

Ikaw ang lahat sa akin
Kahit ika'y di ko dapat ibigin
Dapat ba kitang limutin
Pa'no mapipigil ang isang damdamin
Kung ang sinisigaw
Ikaw ang lahat sa akin

At kung hindi ngayon ang panahon
Upang ikaw ay mahalin
Bukas na walang hanggan
Doo'y maghihintay pa rin

Ikaw ang lahat sa akin
Sa Maykapal aking dinadalangin
Dapat ba kitang limutin
Pa'no mapipigil ang isang damdamin
Kung ang sinisigaw
Ikaw ang lahat sa akin

At kung hindi ngayon ang panahon
Upang ikaw ay mahalin
Bukas na walang hanggan
Hanggang matapos ang kailan pa man
Bukas na walang hanggan
Doo'y maghihintay pa rin

Pa'no mapipigil ang isang damdamin
Kung ang sinisigaw
Ikaw ang lahat sa akin

At kung hindi ngayon ang panahon
Upang ikaw ay mahalin
Bukas na walang hanggan
Hanggang matapos ang kailan pa man
Bukas na walang hanggan
Doo'y maghihintay pa rin



O sige na nga, since nag-eemote ako eh idagdag mo na 'to... hahahaha...

Umiiyak ang aking pusong nagdurusa
Ngunit ayokong may makakita
Kahit anong sakit ang aking naranasan
Yan ay ayokong kanyang malaman

Mga araw na nagdaan
Kailanman'y hindi malilimutan
Kay tamis na araw ng pagmamahalan
Ang akala ko'y walang hangganan

Ang pag-ibig kong ito
Luha ang tanging nakamit buhat sa 'yo
Kaya't sa Maykapal tuwina'y dalangin ko
Sana'y kapalaran ko ay magbago


posted @ 07:44 PM in | take a plunge.

"natutulog ang bebe ko..."

Fe's baby passed away because of heart complications. Maliit kasi kaysa karaniwan yung left part ng heart nung bata, tapos may butas pa. Last week we talked of their plan to save up for the baby's operation. I remember commenting na delikado, kasi three months pa lang sya eh.

Apparently, at noon the first of June, wala nang magagawa.

"Bakit mo 'ko iniwan? Di ba sabi ko sa 'yo, antayin mo 'ko...?"

It's her first and only baby.

Sabi raw nung iba sa kanya, bakit sya iiyak? Pwede pa rin naman syang magkaron ng iba pang babies. That's true, "pero sya pa rin eh," sabi ni Fe.

During the wake "How Did You Know?" (Gary V's version) kept playing. Yun daw kasi yung kantang nakakapagpatulog sa bata eversince.

The song now has a brand new meaning for me.

I'll never forget how you brought the sun to shine in my life and took all the worries and fears that I had... I guess what I'm really trying to say... it's not everyday that someone like you comes my way... No words can express how much I love you...

posted @ 09:50 PM in | take a plunge.

makinig, makinig


posted @ 10:31 PM in | 3 splashed

those days

I was looking through old things and found this:





BALIK-ESKWELA


Last week it was enrolment time for old USTudents. It so happened that I am a frequent visitor of my alma mater during those days (well, I could drop by anytime I want, and as often as I could, because my house is only three blocks away). Gosh, I feel really old. I cannot call myself "fourth year" anymore, not only because I graduated already but also because there's a new bunch of "official" seniors. They are enrolled, I am not. I'm green with envy, seeing them holding their newly-printed registration forms.

There's also a big banner stretched across the seminary's basketball court, sponsored by Greenwich: "Sa totoo lang, masarap mag-aral."

I agree.

I'm not a nerd, nor did I love every minute of my student days. I enjoyed my time, sure, but there are instances when I'd curse my schedule, the profs, the heap of school work that needs to be done. I remember during our feasib days when I'd be awake for 36 hours straight, a big chunk of it spent on pounding on the keyboard while the printer goes "teet-teet-teet!" (talk about multi-tasking). The days when I'd burst into tears because of exhaustion, and the times when Kat would nudge or pinch me because I'm already in dreamland while Atty. Tan discusses how to compute the taxes due when somebody's six feet under (I really find the subject interesting, but my energy level is way below zero. And Atty. Tan is my best friend Joan's dad? Oh, shame on me!). I also wouldn't forget my "shallow" arguments and friendly banters with my groupmates, the trips to wherever research would take us, the feasts at Arkin's house, the bumpy ride to Number 10 Pagatpat Street, the teasing that I am "one of the boys", the drinking sprees.

I also miss my OFAD days, especially during the peak season when the queue for applicants would stretch from Beato to the Arch of the Centuries. The steam that comes out of my ears when I encounter an impossible situation (read: PAKPAKPAK!). The feeling of bliss when you solve a problem in the process. The smiles bestowed by (some) parents when they're able to get their children's coveted exam permits at an unbelievable speed. The winks and the grins I shared with Jhac (or whoever I'm working with) when we spot a good-looking applicant. The bra straps that snap... oops! Need I say more? You got the picture, right?

I miss the chaos that is college.

I guess it's the sense of comfort that makes me miss it. Job-hunting is surely tougher compared to a mountain of paperwork and presentations. Student life is difficult sometimes but still there's this feeling that you are sheltered, unlike in the real world when you're on your own. You have to make your own weapons and check if you still have ammunition. No more "Sir, bukas na lang pleeeeease?" or "Classmate, may extra ka pang yellow pad?"

In time I'll be able to accept my fate, that I won't be joining the "balik-eskwela" crowd anymore. In time memories would only make me smile, not misty-eyed. I can't wait for that day to come.

(c) 05 June 2004

posted @ 10:49 PM in | 1 splashed

June 5th, 2005

sabi ko nga. pero di pa ngayon. kelan? di ko alam.

There is pain in staying the same and there is pain in change. Pick the one that moves you forward.

posted @ 05:15 PM in | 5 splashed

June 9th, 2005

mo e meen

Tinawag ni Inay si Boy, ang batang ngo-ngo. "Boy, magpunta ka sa tindahan ni Aling Petra at bumili ka ng isang latang Pork & Beans."

"Omo, inay," ang sagot ni Boy. Pagdating ni Boy sa tindahan ay binati niya ang tindera, "Aning Metra, ngamuta na mo ngayo? (Kamusta na po kayo?)"

"Mabuti naman," ang sagot ni Petra, "ano ang kailangan mo Boy?"

"Mangmilan nga mo ng inang lata ng Mo e Meen?" ang tanong ni Boy.
"Ano kamo, Boy? sabi ni Petra.
"Isa mong Mo e Meen," ang ulit ni Boy.
"Paki-ulit nga Boy at hindi kita maintindihan."
"Mo e Meen, Mo e Meen, nyung nata lata."
"Hindi talaga kita maintindihan. Mabuti pa kaya ay i-spell mo na lang sa akin."
"O ninge. Mo e Meen. Netter Mi."
"Letter 'B'?" Ang tanong ng tindera.
"Ine! Netter Mi as in Minimines."
"Ha???"
"Mi!" Kinanta ni Boy ang alphabet, "Ey, Mi, Ni, Ni, E, Em, Nyee... Ey, Ay, Ngey, Ngey, En, Em, En, O, Mi."
"Ahhh, P! Letter P!" ang masiglang sagot ni Petra.
"Oo. Mi! Mo e Meen!"
"Sige ituloy mo Boy. 'P'...?"
"Ngo!"
"Ano kamo?"
Kumanta ulit, "Ey, Mi, Ni, Ni, E, Em, Nyee... Ey, Ay, Ngey, Ngey, En, Em, En, O."
"Ahhh, titik O! P-O. Sige ituloy mo pa."
"Netter Arrng!"
"Kantahin mo na lang ulit Boy."
"Ey, Mi, Ni, Ni , E, Em, Nyee... Ey, Ay, Ngey, Ngey, En, Em, En, O, Mi... Ngyu, Arrng."
"Ahhh! Letter R. Malapit na. 'P-O-R'? Hindi ko pa rin makuha, Boy. Anong letter and susunod?"
"Ngey."
"Letter A?"
"Ini ho," sabay buntung-hininga si Boy. "Ngey! A, Ma, Nga (A-Ba-Ka-Da ang kinanta)! Nga!"
"Ka! Letter 'K' 'P-O-R-K' Ahhh Pork!!!"
"Oo. Mo e Meen"
"Pork and?" Ang tanong ni Petra.
"Oo!! Mo e Meen!!!"
"Pork and Meen? Ahhhh!!! Alam ko na!!! Pork and Beans!!!"
"Oo! Oo!! Mo e Meen!! Mo e Meen!!!!" ang masayang sigaw ni Boy.
"Pork and Beans pala ang kailangan mo!!!"
"Oo. Mo e Meen! Menon ngayo? (Meron kayo?)"
.
.
.
.
"Ay, naku wala!"




*from an email

posted @ 10:34 PM in | take a plunge.

O, wag ka nang umiyak, kakantahan na lang kita.

Ibang klase ka talaga magpatahan.

Proud nga 'ko sa 'yo eh. Kahit walang payong, susugod ka sa ulan para samahan ako. Kahit bumabaha ng luha, mapapangiti't mapapangiti mo 'ko. Presensya mo lang, wala ka mang sabihin, solb na 'ko.

Mahal daw kita, sabi nila.

Akala nila nakaisa sila? Aba, huli na sila sa balita noh.

Kaya kaya kong hindi masaktan. Basta masaya ka, kahit hindi sa piling ko, ayos na yun.

Balitaan mo na lang ako pag kayo na.

~~~~~

Cause I have learned that love is beyond what human can imagine...
The more it clears, the more I got to let you go

posted @ 10:42 PM in | 3 splashed

June 11th, 2005

tagtag

Torture chamber yung FX na nasakyan ko kaninang pag-uwi. Pahinto-hinto kung magmaneho yung driver... nahilo tuloy ako! Buong byahe ay isinandal ko ang ulo ko sa bintana para hindi ko masyadong maramdaman ang impact ng pabugso-bugso nyang pagda-drive!

Pag-uwi ko natulog na ako agad. Pero nakapahinga na ako't lahat eh nahihilo pa rin ako!

Dapat hindi binibigyan ng lisensya yung mga ganyan eh...



posted @ 12:49 AM in | 2 splashed

head and shoulders menthol

Ang sarap ipang-shampoo nito... pakiramdam ko buong araw eh meron akong bloke ng yelo sa bumbunan ko...

posted @ 12:54 AM in | 2 splashed

bobo ka ba?

Posted at bobongpinoy back in October '04 pa. Ngayon lang ako nakakapagbasa ng emails... bwahahaha...

I hate this group.

Why do you keep referring the members of this group as "kabobo"? I am sorry. I thought I will enjoy this group. But to tell you frankly, I hate this. Also, why do you call this group as "Bobong Pinoy"? This group is a humiliation to the Filipinos. And what's more humiliating is that a bunch of Filipinos support this. Enough is enough. I tried to contain what I'm feeling about this group for a long time. Sorry pero hindi ko na makaya.

Anyway, I don't want to tell you guys what to do in your lives. I just want to share what I feel. I guess, that's what freedom of expression is all about. I don't want to be one of your "kabobo" because I know that I am not stupid. Im not telling that people here are stupid, I am just wondering why do you call each other "kabobo"? ka-bobo means kapwa bobo, tama ba?

Nilalait na nga kayo, post pa rin kayo ng post. Think people... Think...


I never thought of it that way.

Let me know your thoughts on this, hmm...?

posted @ 01:46 AM in | 10 splashed

lilo and stitch

Compare and contrast:




posted @ 02:36 PM in | 1 splashed

pygmalion: a journey

I am a team leader for an accredited service provider of an international bank. I will have my anniversary with the company this September. It hasn't been easy, but it's not totally unhappy either.

To tell you the truth, the thought of working for a bank or in the field of sales never crossed my mind when I was finalizing my job prospects after graduation. I had my OJT with a local bank before - although the experience was sort-of rewarding, mainly because of the branch employees themselves, observing their daily routine made me not consider following their footsteps. I knew I just couldn't endure handling the tasks that was part of their agenda; after achieving my learning curve, I was sure I will find a way out of this infinite boringness. (No offense to bank employees here; this is just an opinion of a then-ignorant fresh graduate. Besides, I was focused on branch operations; I never looked sideways, never saw the myriad of opportunities stored in the bank's other units, especially those located in the head office.)

Sales, now. I never liked selling, even when we put up a class corporation as part of the school's requirements back in college. I did my share in the division of labor, but didn't do more than what I was asked. I saw it as begging; I didn't think that there's another word for it: persuasion.

Actually, I didn't think, period. Damn close-minded, I was.

What was my target then? I prioritized call centers. They were the rage those days, even now. I remember a friend's sister, a call center representative, saying, "It's the fastest-growing industry nowadays." Earning big bucks is a plus, too (for international call centers, anyway). After all, I was not looking for something permanent. I am limiting my initial working experience into two years, three at the most. You see, I plan to go back to school and take up law. I am just borrowing time to earn enough so I could finance my studies and, while in the process, learn what the "real world" is like.

It was then that Pygmalion called me up. I wasn't serious about this - I arrived at their Makati office at 4 PM! I took their exam and got interviewed by a bunch of managers without even knowing what the hell was I applying for. When I finally did, I laughed secretly, thinking, "I don't want to work for a bank! I don't want to work in sales, either! Now you're offering me a position in the sales arm of a bank?!"

It wasn't even a call center. We'll be manning booths at different locations. It's a chance for me to meet a lot of people, and to increase my self-confidence (in other words, "kapal ng mukha" ). I thought, "Whatever", and decided to give it a try.

There were a lot of hardships to face. This was a pilot project, so everything has to be done for the first time. We're like lab rats, then. But we survived. From eleven people, we eventually increased to around thirty. Life was happy even though we were taunted as "jologs" by other channels, those who worked in the bank's call centers. Having PCs and headsets made them think as if they were immortals. Oh well. They did not realize who's earning bigger. Ha.

In mid-December, booth operations were put into a halt. We were crying as we packed our pencils, leaving Shangri-La Plaza behind. The next day, it'll be purely office work for us. Sales calls will be done through phone from that day on. It's your option if you still want to make trips to different firms, but that has to be done when you're off duty.

So here's the call canter I wanted in the beginning.

I planned to leave and pursue a different line of work in other companies. But at the start of the year I got promoted. I will have a team of my own. It's funny that on the day my promotion was finalized, I was under the scrutiny of Nissan's human resource officer, discussing what a perfect partner I will be in achieving their vision of success.

Still, I left it behind and took the challenge the bank laid in front of me.

I learned a lot from being a team leader than when I was still a sales specialist. I have no idea why but the core group, my batch, was totally different from the newly-accepted agents. The new ones aren't that committed, to the point of not caring; maybe it's because most of them has cards experience. They feel they could do this kind of thing with their eyes closed. An agent even accused me of being uncooperative, therefore not a good leader, because I won't allow him to submit an application with a fake signature. I called up the client myself to have the application form signed. It will be three days before we could get the document back. The agent was disappointed because it was the only application he'll be able to give me that day (they were required to submit two daily). What hurts was when I was compared to his former team leader, who apparently helped them out in faking things, so they'll have "production". Another was when he used the term "kapakanan" - he said I simply didn't care if my agents weren't able to come up with anything and if they get terminated eventually because of unproductivity. I told him that he's not seeing the bigger picture. Where will he lose more: no production for a single day or being blacklisted in the whole banking and pre-need industry? I care for their so-called "kapakanan", so much that I can't, and won't, allow them to get their hands dirty. I asked him if he thought fraud was something right, or even allowable. He said no. I replied that if he thought so, then why the heck was he insisting that we should do it? Was it for his "kapakanan"? He couldn't answer me, of course. He was lucky I didn't add that if he was such a great seller, he won't need to resort to these things for the sake of showing that he has production. He produced, yes, but it's trash. If that's the case, he can keep it to himself; I simply cannot allow that.

I was too young, another agent ranted in one of those arguments. She boasted that she had lots of experience not only from banks but also from insurance firms, so I shouldn't be telling her what to do, this being my first job. I patiently listened, holding my tongue the whole time. I can't understand why these people get angry when I keep them from submitting fraudulent stuff. I shouldn't be so innocent, she said. She's not the only one doing this. Oh? Is that an admission, then? I was merely asking about the client's denial during my callback monitoring. You can imagine my surprise when she started to get all hysterical. And my age is not the issue here. Who cares if I am only twenty and you're almost a decade older? I am your team leader and I will do all I can to keep you from doing something that we both know isn't right or truthful. Is that so wrong? So sue me for not comprimising my integrity. She told me she'll move out of my team, but in the end she came back to me. I did not exactly welcome her with open arms.

Aside from that I also had to deal with narrow-minded and argumentative clients. Our manager admitted that satisfying the ongoing application guidelines was close to impossible, although we only need three pieces of documents. I appreciate our bosses' efforts in negotiating with the guys in the head office, because I understand why the bank requires such documentation. This is the only way that we can control delinquency and fraud. The problem is, most clients don't view it that way; they just see it as too much hassle. They will also reason out that if they got approved by our competitors, then why on earth should we not do the same? I wish they'd know that it is easy enough to give a thousand people their own credit line, except not all of them are good payers, even if they are earning a triple hundred thousand annually.

And the administration. After one of our many meetings with the channel manager, I found myself clenching my fists. He said we shouldn't even try answering customer complaints; we should automatically direct them to the customer service (CS) department. We shouldn't leave them with open-ended statements, like, "I'll try to see to this matter and will call you back when I get feedback." I found it highly irritating because in the first place, who else will the client call when they have inquiries about the outcome of buying your product? The salesperson, of course. That's because during the selling process, you already established rapport with them. They trusted you with their precious documents; in return they expect you to be able to give them everything they want to know, and to guide them when they already have the product in their hands. It is fine enough to tell them to call CS and ask away - isn't that what that department is for? And it's less work for me. The question is, does CS provide them answers? The answers they need, to be specific. After referring them to CS I only get angry return calls, because they were given curt statements instead of the enlightenment they were trying to get. I contacted CS so I could see for myself and found yours truly entangled in a sea of incompetent staff. I don't have the power to give them a wake-up call, but I think it is my right to ask for help from those with authority. I hope the lords of the cards will understand me when I say that we should have word of honor with our customers. We can't leave them hanging simply because we were finished with our purpose; that is, to sell the product. Doesn't customer service affect sales, too? When customers are dissatisfied with a product, they have their peers to tell it to. Word of mouth is the most unbeatable of all types of advertising. A prospect would rather believe a friend's friend who actually tried our product than a salesperson whose main task is to show the customer the product's good side, and talk him into saying yes. Without the help of those with power, what change will there be in the company? If we keep the "that's their job, not ours" thinking, it would look like we just don't care, and since a part of us is not functioning properly, in time we will all go down and all our efforts will turn to waste.

I'm tired of speaking when my words only fall into deaf ears. I feel stupid, and it's a bad aftertaste. I never thought that in pursuing excellence, I will be branded as someone who just can't mind her own business and leave well enough alone. It was also doubly hard to keep a brave face for the agents and fight to maintain their morale, when the team leader herself has nagging doubts in her head.

Finally: Last week our agency manager took the team leaders out to lunch. All ten of us looked at each other, eyebrows raised. We know there's something brewing. True enough, while eating we were asked which news we want first, good or bad?

Bad news: The bank has three remaining agencies where agents are enjoying fixed salaries - Pygmalion (us), and two others which I will not mention. These two has a contract drawn with the bank until December of this year. Ours will end on June 30.

Being the cheapest and most productive of the three, the bank wants to renew their contract with us. On the other hand, they want to terminate their deal with the other two call centers, which made these agencies complain. It's not fair, they said, to cut off an existing contract with them, when the bank will take pains to make a new one with us. So to silence these voices, the bank decided to keep Pygmalion, but with no fixed salaries. Our earnings will be based on commissions.

Good news: Our agency manager has affiliations with ePLDT and a bunch of other service-oriented firms. He'll be glad to endorse us there if we're interested.

The news made more than half of the total agent population, and two team leaders, look for other jobs. Their needs are too big, those with families, and they cannot afford to wait for the release of payouts if we'll be based on commissions. The bank is too unpredictable for them to measure probable earnings.

So this past week I've been going to and from the office without an assurance of what I'll earn, if ever I will.

I tried not to tell my parents. When they knew, my father looked like he's going to have a heart attack. He told me vehemently to look for another job.

I don't want to leave this company because the people, especially my co-team leaders, have come to mean so much to me. They make everything bearable, even when I already want to bang my head in the wall. I also cannot leave my agents, those who stayed - they are my strength now, and I'm trying hard to be a good example for them. I'm all they have to look up to.

But I am tired, too tired. I want to rest.

posted @ 10:19 PM in | 2 splashed

June 15th, 2005

first day funk

Natutuwa ako sa kantang 'to. Kahit pano'y nararamdaman kong muli ang kasiyahan ng pagiging isang estudyante.

Gusto ko sanang sumali sa promo ng Rexona kung saan pipiliin mo lang ang dance step na hindi ginamit sa commercial ng First Day Funk, at maaari kang manalo ng laptop!

Pano pag sumablay? Ano ang consolation prize?

.
.
.

Sandamukal na Rexona

posted @ 07:59 PM in | 3 splashed

tagboards

What's happening to the tagboards? Bakit wala akong makita? I checked a friend's tabby, ganun din ang kanya. I tried leaving a message in my own tagboard ngunit hindi rin lumalabas!

Is this because of the changes implemented in Tabulas...? (Have you seen the "new" login page?)

posted @ 08:07 PM in | 5 splashed

happy independence day

Birthday ni Joan nung June 12. Ewan ko ba kung ano ang sumuot sa utak ko't hindi ko sya binati maghapon... gusto ko, ako yung kahuli-hulihan. Hahaha paimportante ba?! So ni ha, ni ho, wala. Nagpakasawa ako sa internet. Natulog pa nga yata ako eh.

Gumabi.

*Beep! Beep!*

Aba, may nag-text. Si Laoie. Birthday ni Joan ngayon... greet mo na ba sya?

Natawa ako. Mamaya ko pang midnight ite-text yun noh. Bakit?

Ha, basta wag mo na lang sabihin sa kanyang tinext kita ha!

Hahahaha... siguro nagtampo yun... hahahahaha...

23:59

Hoy joan hapi bday! Kala mo siguro nakalimutan ko noh... syempre OO!!! Joke lang... labyu

Defensive nung nag-reply... Syempre alam ko naman na hindi mo makakalimutan... ikaw pa!

Wushuu... affected...!! Hehehehe...

Kinabukasan nakumpirma ko ang isang bagay na alam ko na. Nagtampo nga... hahahahaha... ... Bastos daw ako... hahahahahaha... naaawa na nga raw sya sa sarili nya nun... hahahahaha...

Sama ng ugali ko... hahahahaha...

La lang. Labyu Joan...

posted @ 11:49 PM in | 2 splashed

SHUTTER: a different perspective

My friends and I watched the Thai film "Shutter" last Monday. Realization dawned on me as I viewed the last scene - Natre sitting on Tun's shoulders; suffering written all over his face (I don't want to elaborate on this scene's significance in the story... spoiler eh... wahaha... )

Love should not be like that. That's not love at all.

Give your loved one some peace of mind. Let him go.


*****
I tried looking for pics of that scene, to illustrate it better. I searched the net and finally landed on their official site, but all I got was their "fun stuff"... I screamed my head off...

P.S.
*Suspense thriller itong movie pero pang-lablayp na naman ang komento ko... hahaha...
*Hindi ako nakatulog - as in - pagkatapos naming manood nito. Not a wink. Kaya naman bangag ako sa opisina the following day. Buti na lang carry pa rin ng lola... hahaha...

posted @ 11:55 PM in | 4 splashed

June 19th, 2005

anong say mo tomasino??

This is a photocopy of a Thomasian's ID, taken sometime between 1973 to 1977... enjoy!


posted @ 02:29 PM in | 7 splashed

orange and lemons lyrics

HANGGANG KAILAN


Labis na naiinip
Nayayamot sa bawat saglit

Kapag naaalala ka
Wala naman akong magawa

Umuwi ka na baby
Di na ako sanay ng wala ka
Mahirap ang mag-isa
At sa gabi'y hinahanap-hanap kita

Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay
Na makasama kang muli
Sa buhay kong puno ng paghihirap
At tanging ikaw lang ang
Pumapawi sa mga luha
At naglalagay ng ngiti sa mga labi

Di mapigilang mag-isip
Na baka sa tagal
Mahulog ang loob mo sa iba
Nakakabalisa
Knock on wood, wag naman sana

Umuwi ka na baby
Di na ako sanay ng wala ka
Mahirap ang mag-isa
At sa gabi'y hinahanap-hanap kita

Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay
Na makasama kang muli
Sa buhay kong puno ng paghihirap
At tanging ikaw lang ang
Pumapawi sa mga luha
At naglalagay ng ngiti sa mga labi

Umuwi ka na baby...
Umuwi ka na baby...
Umuwi ka na baby...

Umuwi ka na baby...
Umuwi ka na baby...
Umuwi ka na baby...


KAILANGAN KITA


Kay sarap pa naman ng gising ko
Kay ganda pa naman ng timpla ko
Heto ka't dumarating, namamaalam
Hindi ko alam ang sasabihin
O gagawin
Sa loob-loob ko lang...

Kailangan kita
Hindi kumpleto ang buhay ko
Kapag nawalay ka sa piling ko
Pero kung may trip ka nang iba
Okay lang...
Kahit paminsan-minsan lamang tayo nagkikita...

Okay ka
Sinira mo'ng araw ko
Puwede bang isoli mo'ng singsing ko
Pambihira ka naman
Kung kailan ako'y nahuhulog na
Sa iyo...
Saka mo ako iiwan
Sa loob-loob ko lang...

Kailangan kita
Hindi kumpleto ang buhay ko
Kapag nawalay ka sa piling ko
Pero kung may trip ka nang iba
Okay lang...
Kahit paminsan-minsan lamang tayo nagkikita...

Maglalasing na lang ako...

Kailangan kita
Hindi kumpleto ang buhay ko
Kapag nawalay ka sa piling ko
Pero kung may trip ka nang iba
Okay lang...
Kahit paminsan-minsan lamang tayo nagkikita...



JUST LIKE A SPLENDID LOVE SONG


Spending my days with you
Is like living in a world of fancy
With all the beautiful people I know
Making love in a world
Of vivid colors
How often have I been there
Well it doesn't really matter
As long as we're together

You and me together we will journey
To seek and see the colors
Of our fantasies
Come to life with the stroke of your soothing hands
All the questions of life
I will come to understand

Seasons come
And seasons go
Stars will shine
And lose their glow
But every time I try to look back
I know

That spending my days with you
Is like living in a world of fancy
With all the beautiful people I know
Making love in a world
Of vivid colors
How often have I been there
Well it doesn't really matter
As long as we're together

You and me in love with each other
There will be no problems that will bother
Just the two of us painting a world of our own
Everything is perfect
Just like a splendid love song

Seasons come
And seasons go
Stars will shine
And lose their glow
But every time I try to look back
I know

Seasons come
And seasons go
Stars will shine
And lose their glow
But every time I try to look back
I know

That spending my days with you
Is like living in a world of fancy
With all the beautiful people I know
Making love in a world
Of vivid colors
How often have I been there
Well it doesn't really matter
As long as we're together...


More Orange and Lemons lyrics

posted @ 10:25 PM | 2 splashed

June 20th, 2005

public service lang po!

CIVIL SERVICE EXAMINATIONS


Filing of applications for the Computer Assisted Test closed on Friday, 17 June 2005.

For those interested in taking the exam, the Civil Service Commission (CSC) recommends the Paper and Pencil Test.
- The test is scheduled on 16 October 2005
- Applications may be filed at any CSC Regional or Field Office until September 16
- Requirements:
1. Properly accomplished application form (CS Form No. 100, Revised 2005)
2. Four (4) copies of latest and identical passport size ID pictures with name tag
3. Original and photocopy of one valid ID
4. Examination fee is P350 for Paper and Pencil Test; P400 for the Computer Assisted Test

Reminders:
- Scanned, computer-generated, photocopied and cut-out pictures, and pictures without name tags will not be accepted
- Applicants should personally file their applications
- Application is on first come, first served basis

Test Scope:
- The test aims to measure verbal, analytical, numerical and clerical skills
- It includes questions about the Philippine Constitution, work ethics (R.A. 6713), peace and human rights concepts, and environment management and protection

Passing the Career Service examinations results in the conferment of either Professional eligibility or Subprofessional eligibility needed for appointment to corresponding positions in the government.

posted @ 12:57 AM in | take a plunge.

June 21st, 2005

love what you do, or do something else

Success in its highest and noblest form
calls for peace of mind, enjoyment, and happiness.
This comes only when you find the work that you like best.

If you enjoy what you do, you'll be successful.
If you don't enjoy what you do, you won't be successful.
Your success in any occupation depends on your enjoyment.
Loving your work will make all the difference.
Work is love made visible.

You'll never achieve real success unless you like what you're doing.
Your chances for success will be directly proportional to the degree of pleasure you derive from what you do.
If you have a job you hate, face the fact squarely and get out.
Work is reward, not punishment.

You don't pay the price for success.
You enjoy the price of success.


©2002 Written by: MotivationMentor@aol.com



**********
Ergo, I am again experiencing the pains of job-hunting... aargh!

posted @ 12:44 AM in | 2 splashed

June 22nd, 2005

gudlak sa carir...!

Pygmalion team leaders called for a meeting with Sir Robert (the bank's sales head) yesterday and we told him about our concerns. I was kinda embarrassed after the gathering cos I dominated the floor... I just talked nonstop and covered everything... with a list, nevertheless... La lang, I talked for an hour, more or less, kaya kahit pa sabihing important issues yung nai-bring up, nahihiya tuloy ako! I kept asking Froi kung OK lang... ang sarap sampalin yun ng paulit-ulit! He won't answer me, tawa lang ng tawa! Ewan ko tuloy kung pinagtatawanan nya yung pagiging conscious ko o yung pag-speak up ko sa meeting. Basta sabi nya cool na cool daw ako habang nagmi-meeting... tawa pa raw ako ng tawa while discussing. Like, DUH!

Ano ba...? Saka it's now or never noh... labyu talaga, Sir Rob!

I hope I didn't blush when he said I presented good points and he really appreciates us moving forward... tama ba namang kumindat pa!!!

(Shet ang gwapo nya talaga... such an irresistible guy... haha ).

He then asked if any of us is half-hearted in staying. Joy confessed about the three-day real estate seminar she'll be attending starting today, and promised that she'll be back on Monday. Sir Rob said he has no problems with that - it may even turn out profitable for Joy's team if Joy will be able to get some contacts from that industry. When he asked Liberty... uhm, Libs cannot give an immediate answer. Well, we all know she's hesitant about this, and we completely understand. She has no other relatives in Metro Manila, she's completely self-supporting kaya kailangan nya talaga ng fixed income. Masyadong dynamic ang industry para sa kanya, pahirapan pa yung approvals. (Gaga nga yun, babalik na lang raw sya sa pagiging agent - under my supervision! La lang, hindi ba degrading? Team leader na sya eh. Pwede pa rin naman nyang gawin ang functions ng sales specialist without giving up her current position. Ah, ewan.)

Finally, ako. I told him that I will try it out - I have a time frame in mind, kapag hindi nag-work out, I will move on. Mukha namang natuwa sya eh... he said that's exactly the way he'll put it if he's in our shoes... so for how long itong time frame na ito? I told him two months.

At least ngayon nasabi ko na ang mga bagay na gumugulo sa aking isipan. Hindi na masikip sa dibdib... bwahaha!

Now it's up to me na. A dose of self-discipline here, please!

**********

Ito nga pala yung list ng prospects ko, hindi ko nga alam if I'm gonna submit my credentials right now, or wait until I get results from my deal with Sir Robert, tapos pag di mag-work out, saka ko babalikan. Ano ba? Nako-confuse ako. Advice naman dyan, mga mare't pare! To submit or not to submit??

1. Banco de Oro - legal/corporate finance assistant (for Corporate Finance Department); closing date July 19
2. Banco de Oro - credit staff (for Consumer Lending Department); closing date July 19
3. Philippine Amusement and Gaming Corporation (PAGCOR) - I think they're for manpower pooling right now. Walang specified positions eh, basta pinagsa-submit lang ng resumé at official transcript ang mga taong interesado
4. Philtrust Bank - Wahehe. Wala lang. They're expanding raw; they need a lot of personnel
5. Manila Bulletin Publishing Corporation - writer - Hmm. Just wanna try this out.
6. Stores Specialists Incorporated - senior sales consultants - This is a supervisory position. The company's a part of Rustans Group of Companies. 50/50 ang preference ko. Wala naman sigurong masama sa pagsa-submit kahit hindi 100% ang probability that you'll take the job if ever you're qualified di ba.
7. Asian Development Bank - Gusto ko lang mag-submit ng credentials for their Young Professionals Program, although I think slim ang chances ko, cos the minimum requirement is a master's degree! Yikes... pengeng pera!
8. Office of the Ombudsman, Republic of the Philippines - May opening raw, ngunit... magfa-file pa lang ako for Civil Service Exams! Oh basta tatanungin ko na lang sila...
9. Bangko Sentral ng Pilipinas - Ang opening nila as of June 2005 ay for CPAs... syempre hindi ako kasali dun. I will wait for further announcement. Syempre kailangan rin ng Civil Service Examinations rito.

**********

Kachikahan ko si Tupe kanina. Sabi ko sa kanya sana pala nag-apply na lang ako sa call center nila when he told me to do so, nung may vacancy pa for team leaders. "Ikaw kasi, you're not listening to me eh..." sabi nya La lang, natawa lang ako. Saka aalis na rin sya dun noh... whoops! Top secret ba yung resignation mo, friend? Hehehe... para namang may makakabasang officemate mo!

His other comment na natawa ako eh ayoko raw kasi ng trabahong madali kahit malaki ang sweldo. Gusto ko raw, challenging.

Naks. Ganun.

Goodluck sa 'ken...

posted @ 06:27 PM in | take a plunge.

Scenario

Position: WRITER (for ABS-CBN Broadcasting)
Location: Quezon City
Posting Date: Saturday, April 30, 2005
Expiration: Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Requirements:
- Graduate of a four year course or least high school graduate
- Exposure as a writer is an added advantage but experience is not necessary. Should be able to show written works done when requested.
- Must be an avid reader, viewer, internet surfer to keep abreast of latest trends and able to source concepts/documents/materials which fit program requirements.


Reaction
Na-excite, napa-apply, napasulat ng admissions essay.


June 2005 marks my tenth month with Pygmalion Marketing and Corporate Services Incorporated, an accredited service provider of Standard Chartered Bank. I initially worked as a sales specialist, whose duties consist of gathering prospective clients and presenting to them the features and benefits of the bank's products. At the start of 2005 I was promoted to the position of a team leader. I have an average of eight (8) agents under my supervision. It is my responsibility to give them training on product knowledge and company code of ethics, as well as motivate them so that they constantly meet company standards.

I obtained my degree in Commerce major in Business Administration from the University of Santo Tomas on March 2004. My education and on-the-job training familiarized me in the fields of marketing, finance and management. These experiences helped a lot in creating the right atmosphere and discipline for my first job.

So my line of education and working experience is scientifically inclined rather than artistic, is it not?

Nevertheless, writing is one of my cherished interests. That is why I am not limiting myself to positions that are directly related to my field of study during college. I also welcome any opportunity that matches my interests - I believe these things can contribute to my being a well-rounded person.

I am fluent in both English and Filipino. I also am a person who can manage to adjust quickly in any working environment and deal with different kinds of people. Lastly, being a Thomasian, I am determined to perform any task with the competence, commitment and compassion worthy of my beloved alma mater's name.



Applicant Stats

Total: 434

Total Under Consideration: 29

Education
Lower: 17
Same: 390
Higher: 27
Salary
Lower: 196
Same: 112
Higher: 126


Comments
So help me God

posted @ 09:25 PM in | take a plunge.

hello garci

Filipinos clamor for scandalous mobile ringtone
from Yahoo! News
Mon Jun 20,12:31 PM ET


MANILA (Reuters) - Philippine President Gloria Macapagal Arroyo may be struggling with record-low popularity, but a simple two-word greeting attributed to her has shot to the top of the charts in the cellphone-mad country.

A Web site offering a mobile phone ringtone featuring the words "Hello Garci" briefly crashed late last week as thousands of Filipinos clamored to download it.

Text message consumer rights group TXTpower said its site (www.txtpower.org) had been overwhelmed by demand for the clip taken from a recording at the center of allegations Arroyo tried to fix the result of last year's election.

"So many users were accessing the Web site that the allotted bandwidth was consumed," TXTpower's Ricardo Banague told Reuters Monday.

In the full conversation, which the government says was illegally wiretapped and then doctored, a woman who sounds like Arroyo asks senior election official Virgilio Garcillano whether she would win by more than 1 million votes in a southern area.

The opposition has said the recording bolsters its claim that Arroyo cheated her way to election victory this year.

The scandal has unnerved markets amid rumors of coup plots and mass protests against Arroyo.

Banague said the site had received more than 72,000 hits since Friday, when it started offering the ringtone. It was still recording about 170 downloads an hour.

The country's 37 million mobile users, more than a third of the population, send an average of seven messages every day.

Opponents of Arroyo's predecessor, former movie star Joseph Estrada, famously used text messaging to help organize a "People Power" revolt that drove him from office in 2001.

posted @ 09:46 PM in | 4 splashed

June 26th, 2005

things to do before turning 21





1. Magpa-picture DONE! 07/13
2. Magkaroon ng valid ID DONE! 07/18 - Claim on 07/20 - GOT IT!!!
3. Magpa-renew ng NBI clearance DONE! 07/13 - Claim on 07/18 - GOT IT!!!
4. Makapag-open ng time deposit DONE! 06/28
5. Bumili ng bagong celpon - K700i DONE! 07/31
6. Magkaroon ng boypren whoops! NOT!
6. Magkaroon ng bagong trabaho DONE! 07/28
7. Bumili ng bagong notebook - malapit nang maubos ang journal ko DONE! 07/25


Timer starts NOW


I'm working on another list... ABANGAN!!!


last edited 31 July 05

posted @ 02:34 AM | 33 splashed

"Bakit, ako ba yung lumayo?"

Hanggang ngayo'y umaalingawngaw sa aking isipan ang mga salitang yan, mga salitang tila pumutol sa huling hibla ng sinulid na nag-uugnay sa ating dalawa. Ang hagupit ng bawat pantig ay singsakit pa rin nang sila'y unang kumawala sa naglalagablab mong damdamin.

Nasaktan ako, oo, ngunit may hinala akong ako ang unang nakapanakit.

Hindi ko sinasadya.

---

Kailan ko ba huling narinig ang iyong halakhak?

Simple lang noon, magaan ang buhay. Makulay ang daigdig ng mga pangarap na ipininta ko kasama ka.

Sana'y maibalik ko ang mga sandaling iyon.

Sana'y napagtibay natin ito sa paraang kahit gaano ang layo o tagal, hindi tayo mabubuwag.

Parang nawalan ng saysay ang lahat nang umalis ako.

Nang napalayo ako sa iyo.

---

Sa ating muling pagkikita, ang pait at kalungkutang hatid ng mundo ay mistulang hinipan ng hangin, at ang kadilimang bumabalot sa buo kong pagkatao ay dinaig ng iyong liwanag. Ang mga sugat ko'y naginhawaan, kung hindi man tuluyang naghilom.

Ikaw pa rin ang nagbibigay-lakas sa akin upang ipagpatuloy ang lahat, kahit pakiramdam ko'y hindi ko na kaya.

Kasi nga'y sinabi mo... ako'y matapang, matalino at malakas.

Kahit sa loob ko'y hindi ko na magawang maniwala... pananalig mo lang, kaya ko nang gawin kahit ano.

Kaya ko pa ring maging mabuting tao.

---

Kaybilis ng mga taon.

Mahal pa rin kita.

Ngunit ayoko nang mabuhay sa mga alaala.

Sabi ng isang kaibigan tungkol sa kanyang (dating) kasintahan, "I love her so much that I lifted her up to God."

Sana'y magawa ko rin yun para sa 'yo.

posted @ 02:37 AM in | 1 splashed

A boy was caught in the act undressing his girlfriend.

The girl's dad said: "PUNYETA! Anong ginagawa nyo ha?!"

BOY AND GIRL: Nagbubura ng kalawang...


Wakekeke...

posted @ 02:37 AM | 2 splashed

June 27th, 2005

tayo ay mangulam!

While browsing at Powerbooks I came across this pamphlet about kulam. It was truly interesting - not only did the author discuss the nature of witchcraft... he even put some rituals into the book! You may let an enemy, lover or friend - practically anybody! - know what you're thinking without opening your mouth. On the other hand, you may find out what they are thinking without them opening their mouths! You can summon spirits, drive away spirits, do almost anything you want to do.

The author explained that kulam is just like praying meditatively. I observed from the book that the "ingredients" needed are simple enough - not like what's portrayed in the movies, wherein you'll need a chicken's heart, a lizard's tail, a tiger's blood - you get the picture. From this book, you can get your things ready and no one will be the wiser. ("Ako mangungulam?? Gagamitin ko lang 'tong candles sa birthday cake ng lelong ko!")

There was a note in the book that raised my brow, though. The author instructed the reader, if ever he decides to do kulam and gets good results, to give credit to God and thank Him. That's because the power used in bringing these things to reality is God's.

Like... DUH. Kulam is kulam. Kulam never came from God, nor does He allow it. I am not sure if it was mentioned in the Bible - but I think any of us can mark the distinction.

And remember, some things that appear harmless at face value can prove fatal in times to come.

posted @ 12:16 AM | 10 splashed

June 28th, 2005

ang babae sa gloriagate

Umamin na si PGMA na sya nga ang babae sa kontrobersyal na Gloriagate tapes.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang magiging reaksyon ko nang ito'y aking unang mabalitaan. Naniniwala naman akong sya talaga yun eh, pero nung umamin na sya... nadama ko yung pakiramdam pag sinabihan ka ng minamahal mo sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon na lab ka nya. Para kang mabibingi; hindi ka makakilos. Hindi mo alam kung tatawa ka o luluha o magagalit. Maiiwan kang tulala.

Syempre sari-saring reaksyon na naman ang hatid ng bagong kaganapang ito. Katunayan nga, may naghain na ng impeachment complaint laban sa pangulo. Nagkalat rin ang mga kilos-protesta. Natural lang naman ang mga ito. Pero sa tingin ko, marami pa rin tayong mga bagay na dapat pagtuunan ng pansin. Hindi tayo dapat magpadala sa silakbo ng ating damdamin.

1. Oo, inamin nga nyang sya yung nasa tape. Pero, ano ba ang ibig sabihin ng pag-aming ito? Awtomatiko bang nandaya na sya? Sa pag-uusap na yun, malinaw ba nyang iniutos na dagdagan ang mga boto sa kanyang kandidatura? Umaapela kasi syang wala naman daw syang ilegal na ginawa nung nag-usap sila ni Garcillano sa telepono. Pinoprotektahan lang daw nya ang kanyang mga boto.

Kailangang marinig natin ang kabuuan ang tape para mahusgahan kung may milagro ngang nangyari. Kailangan ring makapanayam si Garcillano, para hindi one-sided. Ano ba talaga ang pinag-usapan nila? Baka naman latest showbiz chika...?

2. Bakit pa raw sya nagkomento? Mas maraming katanungan pa raw ang naglaro sa isipan ng madla dahil sa pag-amin nya.

Naiintindihan ko naman kung bakit nya binasag ang kanyang katahimikan. Mas mabuti pa nga yung kinumpirma nya kaysa puro bulung-bulungan ang umiiral. Lumalala lang lalo. Saka at least ngayong umamin sya, makakaisip na sya ng paraan kung pano dedepensahan ang sarili nya.

Hindi katangahan ang pag-amin. Alalahanin natin na sya ay may mataas na pinag-aralan at may sapat na karanasan sa pulitika bago sya napaupo sa posisyong yan. Napakaimposible namang basta-basta na lang sya umamin nang walang back-up plan. Tinimbang na nyang mabuti ang epekto nyan. Kaya nga tatlong linggo sya nanahimik eh... malamang nagkukumperensya na sila ng kanyang mga galamay!

3. Bumaba na raw sya sa pwesto, sabi ng iba. Muli, natural lang na reaksyon ito mula sa bayan. Kung wala ka nga namang tiwala sa iyong pinuno, wala na ring katuturan ang pagiging lider nya. Pero bumabalik na naman tayo sa tanong sa #1: Eh ano nga ngayon kung sya nga yun? Ang alam lang naman ng karamihan sa atin eh "Hello Garci...?" Kailangan nating marinig lahat ng sinabi nya. Ang hirap magbigay ng opinyon kapag bitin ang ebidensya.

At kung sya man ay magbitiw... sino naman ang ipapalit natin?

4. May naghain na ng impeachment complaint. Pero hindi rin buong-puso ang pagtanggap rito ng oposisyon. Tama nga naman: hindi pa panahon para rito, hindi pa kumpleto ang impormasyong hawak natin. Wala pang matibay na ebidensya, yung tipong hindi na sya makakawala pa. Ika nga ng isang taga-Oposisyon, dalawang bagay lang naman ito eh: una, nagpapagamit sya sa Administrasyon sa pamamagitan ng pagbibigay ng basura sa korte; ikalawa, hindi sya nag-iisip! Babalewalain lamang ito ng korte kung wala namang substance ang complaint. Syempre, masisira ang diskarte ng mga gustong maghain ng reklamo sa tamang panahon.

5. Sabi ni dating Pangulong Estrada, i-note na lamang raw ang paghingi ng dispensa ni PGMA, pero dapat raw ay harapin nya ang consequences ng kanyang ginawa.

Tama. Managot ang dapat managot. Pero unfair naman yata kung si PGMA lang ang pulitikong papasan ng parusa sa pandaraya - kung nandaya man sya. Siguro mas mabigat lang dapat ang parusa kasi hawak nya ang pinakamataas na posisyon sa ating gobyerno - at sinira nya ang public trust na kaakibat ng titulong ito. Pero sigurado namang hindi lang sya ang nandaya ah. Ika nga sa Bibliya, maunang bumato ang walang kasalanan!

In fairness nakakaawa yung itsura ni PGMA dun sa video. Kitang-kita ang kanyang pagkabigla sa mga pangyayari. Barado nga lang sya sa isang supporter ni FPJ... nakapanood lang raw siguro sya ng FAMAS nung nagdaang gabi.

Wala akong kinakampihan, napapaisip lang ako tungkol sa mga pangyayari. Gaya ng nasabi ko na, marami pa rin tayong mga bagay na dapat pagtuunan ng pansin. Hindi tayo dapat magpadala sa silakbo ng ating damdamin.

posted @ 02:44 AM in | 13 splashed

June 29th, 2005

tindahan ni aling felipa

Sa mata ng isang maliit na negosyante, nakakairita ang mga maliliit na bagay na katulad nito:

Ang lakas kumatok at itutuktok pa ang hawak na barya sa lalagyan ng kending gawa sa salamin (di ba nakakairita yung tunog nun?!). Syempre madaling-madali ka naman. Pero pag tinanong mo kung ano ang bibilhin, saka pa lang mag-iisip! Tapos 48 years pa nya yun gagawin!

Kapag nakapag-isip na sya't naibigay mo na yung kailangan nya, saka pa lang maghahanap ng pambayad sa kanyang bag! Another 48 years! Sana kanina pa nya ginawa yun habang kinukuha mo sa tindahan yung kailangan nya!

Paulit-ulit mo nang tinanong kung anong size ba ng softdrinks (o kung anuman ang binibili nya) ang gusto nya - malaki o maliit? Oo lang ng oo. Tapos kapag binigyan mo na nung size na usual na binibili ng mga tao, ang gusto raw nila eh yung isa pang size!

Iba yung pangalang sinabi nya sa gusto nya talagang bilhin. Gusto raw nya ng Juicy Fruit. Binigyan sya ng Juicy Fruit. Eeengk! Wrong answer! Dahil ang tinutukoy nya ay Double Mint!

Bibigyan ka ng malaking amount na pambayad, buo. Php500 or worse, Php1000. Tapos mamadaliin kang suklian sya... eh isang stick ng sigarilyo lang naman ang binili! Wala naman syang maibigay na barya!

Makikipagtalo pa tungkol sa presyo ng isang produkto kahit na ito naman ang prevailing price sa mercado. Buti sana kung tumatawad eh - hindi, nakikipagtalo talaga. May alam raw syang mas murang mapagkukunan. Eh di dun sya bumili!

Hindi marunong mag-abot ng bayad nang maayos... ang gusto pa, yung ibinabato.

Mga matatandang nag-uutos sa mga sobrang bata (2-4 years old) para bumili sa tindahan - tapos sandamakmak yung pinapabili! Kulang na lang papuntahin sa grocery mag-isa yan ah!

Marami pa siguro akong maiisip na kakatwang sitwasyon sa hinaharap, pero yan lamang ang maibibigay ko sa ngayon.

Maliliit na bagay, di ba, pero nakakairita.

Pero negosyante ka, kaya makisama ka. At hindi naman porke maliit lamang ang tindahan mo, ibig sabihin nu'y liliitan mo na rin ang kayang intindihin ng utak mo.

The customer is not always right, but we must make it appear like they are.


---
*Aling Felipa = nanay ko

posted @ 03:37 PM in | 2 splashed

June 30th, 2005

oh! feel young...

Mahigit isang linggo ko na ring sinusubaybayan ang pinakabagong Asianovela ng ABS-CBN. Natutuwa ako sapagkat malalim man ang damdamin sa likod ng bawat tagpo, light-hearted naman ang pagkaka-portray rito. May mga aral ring mapupulot, lalo na tungkol sa impressions natin sa bawat isa. Mahuhusgahan ba agad ang isang tao kahit hindi pa natin sya gaanong kilala? Ano ba ang kailangan upang maging isang mabuting lider ng kumpanya? Awtomatiko bang kapag may pinag-aralan, sya lang ang uunlad? Kung determinado ang isang tao upang magtagumpay, hindi man sya nakatapos, hanggang saan naman ang kaya nyang abutin? Malalaman natin yan sa pagtakbo ng kwento ni Phil-young.

Nakabasa na rin ako ng synopsis nito sa internet... hindi usual ang ending ng nasabing kwento. Ang masasabi ko lang, may dahilan nga siguro kung bakit ang isang tao ay dumarating sa buhay natin. Hindi man natin ito maunawaan agad, sa bandang huli'y mapagtatanto natin ang pagkaperpekto ng plano para sa atin. Pero bago kayo mapaisip, kodakan muna:




posted @ 01:05 AM | 7 splashed

July 1st, 2005

i believe

This is my site's background music. Sung by Shin Seung Hun.
---

I believe geudae gyeote eob jiman
I daero i byeoreun ani gejyo
I believe na e ge u neun gireun
Jo geum meori dora or bbuni gejyo

Modu ri nagan geu gi eog sogeseo
Naega nareur a peuge ha myeo nun mureur mandeurjyo

Naman keum eurji anh gireur geudae maneun
Nunmur eobsi nar pyeonhage bonaeju gireur
Eonjenga dasi dora or geudae raneun
Georari e nan migo i gi e

Gida reor ggeyonan geudae yeoyaman hajyo

I believe naega apa hargga bwa
Geudae neun eurjido mohae gejyo
I believe neureu neun naenun meuri
Geudaer dasi naege doryeo jugejyo

Jaggo meomju neun nae nungir sogeso geu dae
Mo seub deuri ddeo eura nun meureur mandeur jyo

Naman keum eurji anh gireur geudae maneun
Nunmur eobsi nar pyeonhage ddeo na jugireur
Eonjenga dasi dora or geudae raneun
Georari e nan migo i gi e

Gida reor ggeyonan geudae yeoyaman hajyo

Nan geudae argi jeon i sesangdo
I reohge nun bu syeo neunji
Geu haneur arae seo ijen nunmuro nam gyeo jyeojiman
I jareor nan jikir ggeyo

Geudaeran iyu maneuro na e geneun
Gida reom jocha chumbunhi haengbog hagejyo
Saranghan iyu maneuro
Ddo haruga jinagago o neungir ijeodo

Gida reor ggeyo nan geudae yeoyaman hajyu

Nan geudae yeoyaman hajyu


---

I believe...
though you're not here by my side
this is not the end, is it?

I believe...
the road you chose to come back
is just a bit detoured, isn't it?

Living in my memories
I hurt myself
crying out my tears

Hope you don't cry as much as I do
Hope you can leave me without tears
I know that you'll come back (to me) someday
because I believe (you'll come back)
I'll wait for you, it has to be you

I believe...
you couldn't cry
'cause you worried about my pain

I believe...
my tears will bring you back to me
I can't erase you from my eyes
which makes me cry

Hope you don't cry as much as I do
Hope you can leave me without tears
I know that you'll come back (to me) someday
because I believe (you'll come back)
I'll wait for you, it has to be you

Before I knew you
the world was not as beautiful as now
now under the same sky

I'm alone with tears
but I'll stay here
just because of you

Even with my hopeless waiting
I'll be happy enough
just to think about love

I forget another day is coming and going
I'll wait for you, it has to be you
It has to be you

---

For Nokia
Tempo 112

[Part1]
4f2 8#a1 2c2 8- 8c2 8d2 4#d2 8d2 4#d2 4f2 2.d2 4- 4d2 8g1 2c2 8- 8g1 8a1 4#a1 8a1 4#a1 4c2 2.c2 4- 4f2 8#a1 2c2 8- 8c2 8d2 4#d2 8d2 4#d2 4f2 2.d2 4- 4d2 8g2 4d2 2c2 8- 8g1 8a1 4#a1 8a1 4#a1 4a1 2.c2

[Part2]
4#a1 4c1 8f2 2f2 8- 8f2 4f2 4g2 4#d2 4f2 2d2 8- 8g2 8a2 4#a2 8a2 4#a2 4d2 4c2 8g2 2g2 8- 8g2 4g2 8g2 4g2 16- 8f2 2f2

[Part3]
4g1 4c2 4f2 4#d2 8d2 4#d2 4g2 2f2 8- 8f2 4#a2 2a2 4g2 4f2 4f2 4g2 4#d2 8d2 4.#d2 16- 8g1 4a1 4#a1 4#d2 4f2 4g2 8f2 2c2

[Part4]
4g1 4c2 4f2 4#d2 8d2 4#d2 4g2 2f2 8- 8f2 4#f2 8#f2 4g2 4a2 4a2 8#a2 2#a2 4- 8#a2 4a2 4#a2 4a2 8g2 2g2 4- 4g2 4d2 4c2 8#a1 2f2 8- 8#d2 4#d2 4d2 4g1 4#g1 2a1 2d2 4c2 2#a1

posted @ 03:03 AM | 5 splashed