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December 4th, 2004

gawain ng depressed sa lovelife

1. Tulala/lutang
2. Bisi-bisihan para hindi halatang meron kang ayaw pansinin (pero deep inside, nagpapapansin ka lang rin!)
3. Hindi makapag-concentrate sa ginagawa
4. Nagngangangawa sa CR, with matching padyak
5. Padabog na lapag ng cellphone
6. I-text ang friend na pinakamalapit sa kinaroroonan mo, nagmumura
7. Umalis ng maaga sa opis para makipagkita sa tinext na friend
8. Magliwaliw: kung nasa Ortigas ka, pumunta ka ng Makati!
9. Kainin lahat ng pagkaing abot ng paningin mo
10. Magsenti: sumakay sa bus, umupo sa may bintana, makinig sa mga love songs habang nakatingin sa kawalan
11. Pagdating ng bahay: kung sinuman ang tumawag, mabibingi sa kasasabi mo ng "HAY NAKU!"
12. Pati sa YM yun din ang daing
13. Hanggang Tabulas

Pagkatapos...
14. Matulog
15. Move on... isipin ang ibang boylets

**DAPLIS LANG YAN**

posted @ 12:46 AM | take a plunge.

you have your point

Kung may problema ka wag ka papakamatay
Mahal ang kabaong - P20,000
Libing - 22,500
Burol - 10,000
Kape at biskwit - 2,700
Tawagan mo 'ko pag may problema ka
Red horse - P40 lang...

(Hindi masyadong halatang tanggera yung nag-send nito... )

posted @ 12:49 AM | take a plunge.

aaw...

Are you in love?
Do you know the true meaning of love?
Are you sure?
Are your palms sweaty?
Is your heart blazing?
And is your voice caught within your chest?
I'm sorry but it's not love, it's like.

You can't keep your eyes and hands off of her, right?
It isn't love, it's lust.

Are you proud and eager to show her off?
It isn't love, it's luck.

Or do you want her because she's there?
It isn't love, it's loneliness.

Are you there because it's what everybody wants?
It isn't love, it's loyalty.

Do you stay for her confessions of love because you don't want to hurt her?
It isn't love, it's pity.

Do you belong to her because her sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't love, it's unconfidence.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
It isn't love, it's just friendship.

Are you willing to give all your favorite things for her sake?
It isn't love, it's charity.

Or do you tell her everyday that she's the only one you think of?
It isn't love, it's a lie.

But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close to her and holds you?
Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?
Do you cry for her pain even when you think she's strong?
Do you accept her faults because they're a part of who she is?
Are you attracted to others but stay with her faithfully without regret?
Does she see your true heart and soul so deeply it hurts?
Would you give your heart, your life, and even your death?

Then, it is love.

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posted @ 01:01 AM | take a plunge.

December 5th, 2004

"Walang tawiran, nakamamatay."

"Bawal ang tao dito. Doon ka sa bangketa."

Ang mga babalang ito ay nakasabit sa matataas na bakod, gawa sa bakal.

Ganon ba katindi ang ating kawalan ng disiplina at kailangan pang maglagay ang pamahalaan ng ganitong mga babala? Nilagyan pa talaga ng bakuran, para bang siguradong-sigurado ang gobyerno na meron at merong susuway at magtatangkang tumawid sa lugar na yun kahit bawal.

* * * * *

Hindi ko makuha kung bakit naglagay ng harang sa mga intersections sa lansangan, at kapalit nito'y nagbukas ng maraming U-Turn slot.

Ano na ang silbi ng stoplights sa mga nasabing intersection?

At sa totoo lang, mas nakakasikip pa ito kaysa nakakaluwag sa daloy ng trapiko. Dumoble kasi ang populasyon ng mga sasakyan sa kalsada eh, pati yung papuntang Quiapo nakikipag-agawan ng ispasyo sa mga patungong Quezon City.

Saka... syempre ginastusan rin nila yung mga harang na inilagay nila sa daan. Kahit hindi mamahalin ang materyales na ginamit, kung susumahin mo lahat ng lansangang nilagyan ng ganun, maiisip mo na may mga mas mahalagang bagay pang pwedeng paggamitan ng perang ginastos nila doon.

* * * * *

Nabanggit ko na lang rin yung mga "mas mahalagang bagay": may nabasa ako sa pahayagan. Meron palang panukala ngayon sa Kongreso kung saan bibigyan ng internet access, audio at visual aids yung mga taong walang masyadong access sa edukasyon. Kailangan daw kasing samantalahin ang mga inobasyong dala ng makabagong panahon.

Natawa ako kasi... di ba kulang pa nga tayo sa textbooks, classrooms at maging mga guro? Mukhang mas kailangan itong unahin. Magandang ideya sana yung mga "perks" na yan, pero kung yung basic materials ay di mo maibigay, bakit mo sila bibigyan ng tools na mas komplikado?

(Sana mahanap ko uli yung article sa diyaryo para mai-quote ko naman dito.)

posted @ 07:43 PM | 1 splashed

legally blonde

Legally Blonde is one of my favorite movies. Talk about ladies kicking ass.

Elle Woods is often discriminated at because of the color of her hair. We know that in America they have this term, "blonde bimbo." Some people think that because she has honey-colored hair, loves fashion and is a very active sorority member, she has nothing to offer when it comes to academics. Many scenes support this idea. First, when she and Warner went out and she was expecting a romantic evening. She actually thought he's going to propose! But what happened? Warner broke up with her because his parents wanted him to pursue law school, and if he's going to be some big-time guy at a young age, he needs someone who is serious. Even though Elle is "seriously in love" with him and is willing to support him every step of the way, that still wasn't enough. As Warner said, he needs “a Jacqueline, not a Marilyn."

Another is when she decided to go to law school herself. Her parents waved her decision away like some irritating bug hovering around the dinner table. They said law school is for people who are serious and ugly and she is definitely not one of them. Besides, why would she give up Los Angeles when glamour and everything she's used to is already there?

Finally, the people at law school. Warner's study group won't even let her join them, because the group is exclusively for “smart” people. Like duh?! They passed the same exams so it's only logical that somehow their brains are in the same level. Elle even got higher marks than Warner; Warner only passed because of his family's influence over Harvard.

From this discrimination I have learned that we should not judge people because of the way they look or dress. We should respect the way they choose to present themselves. Of course this is not that easy, especially in our country, because of our conservative society. But I believe that as long as a person looks decent and does not do things to bring others harm, it doesn't matter if she wore pink all the time, or hand a resume printed in pink paper, sprinkled with perfume nevertheless.

There are more important things to consider in a person other than their looks. An example is the big, weird guy Elle befriended. He wanted to ask somebody out, but the lady just laughed and said, "Who would want to go out with you?!" I mean, what evidence do you have to say that like it's a fact? You don't even know him. He happens to be smart and kind and helpful. That matters more than being a gorgeous yet selfish veggie brain. At least to me it does.

It was also presented in the film that learning should not be a burden; learning should be fun. You can be serious with your studies and sacrifice a lot - like when Elle was reviewing for the LSATs and she missed parties held by sororities and fraternities around the block - but you should not forget yourself. Pamper yourself in small things that make you happy, like a manicure! Things like that keep your mind healthy, and that will help you to motivate yourself into making your dreams a reality. I heard before that "When you feel good, you do good." So there.

Legally Blonde also taught me about integrity. Having an affair with her professor is supposed to advance her career, but Elle did not want that. She chose to keep her good name and work hard to be successful. She realized that the road to success may not be smooth without her professor's help, but it's far more fulfilling if you get it and you know for sure that it's you who made it all happen.

"I think; therefore, I am." It's all about having the proper mental attitude. Elle thought that she can make it to law school and even catch the internship, and she did. Paulette thought that she must not make a move to the UPS guy; she asked Elle, "What's the point?" But Elle only replied, "You've got all the equipment, all you have to do is read the manual." So Paulette bent and snapped!

posted @ 07:46 PM in | 4 splashed

December 6th, 2004

To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children,to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition, to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

posted @ 01:10 AM | 1 splashed

December 9th, 2004

starstruck



The Babylonians, Egyptians, Greeks and Persians all called this constellation the Ram. In Greek mythology. Aries is protected by the goddess Athena, and is the Ram whose Golden Fleece was captured by Jason and the Argonauts.

In ancient times, the vernal equinox was in the constellation Aries. Today, the equinox takes place in Pisces. In 600 years, the equinox will again move, this time into the constellation Aquarius. Aries is generally visible in November.

Aries is the sign for people born between March 21 and April 19.





Chinese called this constellation alternatively the "White Tiger" or the "Great Bridge. The Egyptians saw it as their god Osiris. The Greeks, however, saw it as a bull, which is how we think of it today. Taurus is generally visible in December.

The constellation features mainly the horns of the bull. The body and the legs are very spindly. One interpretation of the small body is that the bull is actually under water, as it is in the myth of Zeus and Europa.

The V-shaped group of stars that forms the nose of the bull is known as the Hyades. Inn Greek mythology, the Hyades were the daughters of Atlas (for whom one of the stars in this constellation is named). When their older brother, Hyas, is killed by a lioness while hunting, the sisters were inconsolable. Because of the depth of their grief, the gods placed them among the stars. The star cluster in the shoulder joint of the Bull is known as the Pleiades, or seven sisters, although only six stars are visible. In mythology the Pleiades are the half-sisters of the Hyades. In Japanese, they are known as Subaru, which is where the car manufacturer gets its logo.

Taurus appears to be always attacking Orion, the Hunter.

Taurus is the sign for people born between April 20 and May 20.





This constellation is named for Castor and Pollux, “twins” who were actually half brothers. Their mother, Leta, became pregnant with both of them on the same night. Castor’s father was Tyndareus, a king of Sparta. Pollux’s father was Zeus, who came an seduced Leta while in the form of a swan.

Castor and Pollux are, logically, the two brightest stars in the constellation. They are 4.5 degrees apart, which helps observers estimate separation distances between other stars. Gemini is generally visible in January.

Gemini is the sign for people born between May 21 and June 21.





This constellation’s name comes from the Latin; cancer means crab. The crab being referred to plays a minor role in one of Hercules’ stories. Cancer is really only famous because it is in the zodiac. It does not have any stars brighter than 4th magnitude, meaning it is very difficult to see. Cancer is easiest to see in February.

Cancer is protected by the Greek god Hermes. In ancient times, the sun would be in cancer at the time of the summer equinox, but now the summer equinox happens in Gemini. The constellation is located north of the head of the constellation Hydra, which whom it is associated in Greek mythology.

Cancer is the sign for people born between June 22 and July 22.





This constellation is named for the lion that Hercules killed during the first of his labors. The Chaldeans associated Leo with the summer solstice, since in ancient times Leo was visible in the sky at that time. The Egyptians worshiped the Lion because it was in the sky at the time of the flooding of the Nile. Leo is easiest to see in March.

Leo is easy to locate; following the pointer stars of the Big Dipper south approximates the location of the bright blue-white star Regulus in Leo's chest. Regulus, the brightest star in the constellation is so named because it was seen as the one who regulated all things in the heavens. That name was given by Copernicus, in ancient times, the star was known as Cor Leonis, the Lion's Heart. Algeiba, another bright star in Leo means forehead in Arabic, and Denebola means lion’s tail.

Leo is the sign for people born between July 23 and August 22.





Virgo is named after a virgin in Greek mythology, but it is a matter of debate which one. Some say it is Demeter, while still others claim it was Erigone, It is the second largest constellation (after Hydra). Virgo is easiest to see in April.

In other cultures besides Greece, this constellation is also presented as a “maiden.” In Egypt, this was the constellation of Isis, goddess of the living and the dead. In the Sumerian culture, she was Ishtar, the Queen of Heaven. In Roman mythology she is Ceres, the Roman version of Demeter, the goddess of the harvest. The sun passes through Virgo in the fall, and therefore is the constellation that announces the harvest.

Spica is one of the brightest stars in the constellation Virgo. It means “ear of wheat” and is what the “maiden” is carrying. Porrima is the Roman goddess of prophecy.

Virgo is the sign for people born between August 23 and September 22.





Libra is called the scales. In ancient times, the sun passed through Libra at the autumnal equinox (when the day and night are the same length). Many middle Eastern cultures used Libra to represent justice. In Greek astronomy, the stars that now make up Libra were the claws of Scorpio. Libra is easiest to see in May.

Eventually, Libra came to represent the Golden Chariot of Hades. This connects with the autumn, as Hades falls in love with the Persephone, the daughter of Demeter (the goddess of the harvest).

The scales are also sometimes associated with Virgo, and the goddess of justice. Libra is the sign for people born between September 23 and October 22.





The constellation of Scorpio represents the scorpion. The constellation is protected by the god Ares. It is one of the oldest constellations known. The sun only spends nine days in Scorpio. Scorpio is easiest to see in June.

Alniyat is the name of two stars in Scorpio and means stinger. These two stars make up the stinger of the Scorpion. Anteres, one of the brightest stars in the sky, means rival to Ares, who is know as Mars in Roman mythology. Anteres is red, much like its rival, the planet Mars.

Scorpio is the sign for people born between October 23 and November 21.





Sagittarius is the archer. He is seen as half-man, half-beast and is said by some to have been placed in the heavens to guide Jason and the Argonauts in their quest for the Golden Fleece. Sagittarius may also be associated with the Sumerian god Nergal. In the end, Sagittarius was named by the Romans.

Although most of the names of the stars are in Arabic, they generally go along with the theme of an archer. Rukbat means knee. Kaus means bow, so Kaus Borealis is northern part of the bow, Kaus Meridionalis is middle part of the bow and Kaus Australis is southern part of the bow. Ain al Rami means eye of the archer.

Sagittarius may only be seen in the Northern Hemisphere in the summer and the Milky Way runs through Sagittarius. It is easiest to see in July.

Sagittarius is the sign for people born between November 22 and December 21.





This constellation has been recognized since Babylonian times. It is generally depicted as a goat with a fish tail, although the name literally means horned goat. It is usually associated with the greek god, Pan.

Capricorn is one of the most ancient constellations, despite the fact that its stars are rather faint. Also, the stars do not look so much like a goat at first glance. Capricorn is easiest to see in August.

Capricorn is the sign for people born between December 22 and January 19.





Aquarius is a faint constellation that would not be famous if it weren’t for the zodiac. It is generally drawn as a man pouring water from a bucket. This could be because the sun enters Aquarius as the rainy season is just beginning. It represents either Ganymedes, the cup bearer of Heaven, or King Cecrops of Athens, who reigned before wine was discovered.

Two of the stars, Sadalmelik and Sadalsuud, are twin stars, meaning lucky one of the king and luckiest of the lucky, respectively. Sadalachbia means the lucky star of hidden things. Luck was important at this time, because the amount of water that was received when the sun entered Aquarius would determine the fate of the year. In six hundred years, the sun will reach its vernal equinox in Aquarius. Aquarius is most easily visible in September.

Aquarius is the sign for people born between January 20 and February 18.





Pisces means fishes. The constellation is protected by Poseidon, the god of the Sea. It is related to the Greek god Typhon, who was a terrifying creature, even to the other gods. The constellation is generally depicted as two fish connected at the tail, and indeed, the connecting star, Alrisha, means cord.

The vernal equinox now occurs in Pisces. In ancient times, the vernal equinox occurred in Aries. In six hundred years, it will occur in Aquarius. Pisces was a constellation that the ancient Mesopotamians recognized. Although it was recognized thousands of years ago, that stars that make up Pisces are quite faint. Pisces is easiest to see in October.

Pisces is the sign for people born between February 19 and March 20.





Orion is one of the most easily recognizable constellations in the sky. He is made up of shoulders, legs, a sword, and most famously his belt. The star that forms his left shoulder is Betelgeuse (pronounced Beetlejuice). In Arabic, it means Armpit of the central one. Clearly, the Arabs also see Orion as a man.

The Sumerians in ancient Mesopotamia called Orion, Uru-anna. They identified it with the great Sumerian hero Gilgamesh, who was seen as battling the Bull of Heaven, Gut-anna, which we see as the constellation of Taurus. Orion is also seen in Greek mythology as battling the bull Tauraus.





Ursa Major is known as the Great Bear in Greek Mythology. Other cultures have also seen this constellation. Native Americans saw the bowl of the Big Dipper as a bear, and the handle as three warriors chasing it., In other cultures it was identified as a wagon, a plow, or even as the government by the Chinese.

The constellation Ursa Major’s most famous stars are the Big Dipper, one of the most recognizable pattern in the northern sky. The handle of the Dipper is the tail of the Bear. The Big Dipper is an asterism, which is a group of stars that is recognizable, but is not a constellation itself.

From the Northern Hemisphere, the Big Dipper can help you find all sorts of important stars like the North Star, Polaris. If you draw an imaginary line out of the cup of the dipper, you will arrive at the North Star. This knowledge even helped slaves escape on the Underground Railroad by pointing them in the right direction.

Ursa Major is easiest to see in March.





Ursa Minor was seen by the Greeks as the small bear. It is better known in the United States as the Little Dipper. It is related to the birth of the most powerful of Greek gods, Zeus.

Ursa Minor contains a very famous star. Polaris, the North Star, is located in Ursa Minor. In Greek mythology, the handle of the Dipper is the Bear's tail.

The North Star has been important since ancient times. It was used for many years to navigate the seas. It was even used to help slaves escaping on the Underground Railroad find their way to freedom in the North. Ursa Minor is easiest to see in March.


*From YourStar.com

posted @ 10:57 PM | 1 splashed

December 12th, 2004

go USTe

tomasino@tabulas.com

Present valid ID or registration form...

posted @ 06:54 PM | 4 splashed

December 16th, 2004

Nakuha ko na yung yearbook ko. May "defects" daw yun - konting typographical errors - pero pakiramdam ko, hindi ko na mahihintay ang second printing nito sa Pebrero. Kaya eto.

Mga komento:
* Maganda yung cover design, may texture pa. Natuwa rin ako sa isiningit nilang larawan ng mga istatwa sa ibabaw ng Main Building. Ngayon lang kasi ako magkakaroon ng pagkakataong kilatising mabuti ang mga ito

* May special participation si Kristoni sa yearbook ko kahit sa susunod na taon pa sya (dapat) magtatapos ng Arkitektura. Bahagi kasi sya ng Student Council ng kolehiyo nya, PRO. Hindi mo sya makakaligtaan kahit linggit lang ang mukha nya sa tatlong larawan doon. Kitang-kita ang pearly whites at nanlalaking mga mata

* Nakakatuwang isa-isahin ang pangalan ng mga naging propesor ko at alalahanin ang mga karima-rimarim at masasayang sandali sa piling nila

* Associate Professor na pala yung tatay ni Joan. At tama, Zoology nga ang tinapos nya, tapos biglang nag-law. Sa yearbook kasi ng ate ko nung 2001, B.S.C. daw. B.S.Z. pala. Nakikipagtalo pa ako kay Joan eh tatay naman nya yun...

* Naloka ako sa grad pic nung isa kong ex-papa. Wala lang, nanghihinayang lang ako sa kanya. Nakasimangot ang loko sa pic nya, parang pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa. Sabagay, minsan ko lang rin namang nasilayan ang ngiti nun eh. Tats tuloy ako pagngiti nya sa 'kin noon... hekhek!

* Maraming ganda-gwapo. Hmm... well, sa totoo lang mas nakita ko pa yung magaganda kesa dun sa mga gwapo Pinakamaganda sa lahat (ng kilala ko) si Camilla at si Jamie. Buhay na buhay yung pic nila sa page... si Camilla nga eh nagti-twinkle pa yung mga mata

* ANG GANDA KO (OK guys, it's a wrap... )

Pati alumni card (ng Commerce. Yung for USTe I have to apply pa) at diploma ko nakuha ko na.

Ohdiba meron na namang bagong basura sa bahay...

posted @ 12:03 AM | take a plunge.

kapamilya, game ka na ba?

Nung Huwebes, tumawag sa bahay ang ABS-CBN. Nag-apply kasi ako roon noong Agosto, microfinance officer. To make the long story short (kasi mahabang proseso pa talaga eh), nakontak ko sila the next day at nag-report ako sa opisina nila kanina para ma-interview.

Paul yata yung pangalan ng interviewer ko. Tatlo kasi sila, kilala ko yung dalawa, kaya malamang sya yung tinutukoy na Paul di ba (weird, kung sino pa yung talagang nakausap ko eh yun ang di ko kilala. Di naman kasi sya nagpakilala at sa sobrang tense ko siguro eh nalimutan ko na ring itanong ang pangalan nya). Serious nga sya masyado, ni minsan hindi ako nangitian, pero in fairness naging OK naman yung interview ko kahit na nakikipagdebate ako sa kanya. Duda siguro sya kung OK lang ba talaga sa akin yung ino-offer nila. Hindi kasi ganun kalaki ang compensation, at mukha ngang sandamakmak na paghihirap ang dadanasin ko sa araw-araw kasi field work yun, at sa depressed areas pa ang destino ko. I'm probably exaggerating pero hindi mo rin masasabi, baka isang araw pagbalik ko ng opisina eh may gripo na ako sa tagiliran. Hindi ko sya masisisi kung nagda-doubt sya.

Eto yung part ng convo namin. Hindi na exact words, pero parang ganun na rin yun. This is the most frank interview I ever had:

Paul: So anong ginagawa mo dito sa Standard?
Me: (mega-explain ng job description ko sa SCB)
Paul: Magkano'ng tinatanggap mo?
Me: Eight thousand, net.
Paul: Why did you leave?
Me: Hindi pa naman ako resigned eh. My contract ends at February. Pero either party can terminate it prior to that date.
Paul: What's your long-term plan ba?
Me: (feeling trapped... punyeta, bakit kailangan ko pang sabihin yun) Mag-law.
Paul: Kelan?
Me: Matagal pa, 2007.
Paul: Pano ka makakapag-law kung mababa yung sweldo mo?
Me: My parents. Saka may ipon naman ako.
Paul: Pag ba naging lawyer ka, you'll offer your services for free?
Me: Basta gusto kong mag-work sa public office, sa City Hall. Hindi ko priority ang private firms.
Paul: So anong koneksyon ng law dito sa position na ito?
Me: I want to meet people kasi.
Paul: Bakit, hindi ka ba nakaka-meet ng people sa work mo?
Me: (antipatiko 'to ah... shit!) Oo nga, pero high-end clientele yun eh. Gusto kong makakilala ng low-end.
Paul: Bakit?
Me: Kasi nga di ba, I wanna do public service. Kailangan makilala ko sila. Pano ko sila maipagtatanggol kung hindi ko naman sila kilala?

Change topic na sya. Cheneling chuva. Ayun, eh di sumuko rin. Mag-three day exposure daw ako at mag-decide pagkatapos kung gusto ko pa rin yung ganitong klaseng work

Pagkatapos ng initial interview, may exam. Ang hirap nung exam, nalaglag ang utak ko. Sa awa ng Diyos, nakapasa naman po ako. Pero hanggang sa katapusan na lang ng linggong ito ang pasok nila kaya yung exposure sa field eh next year pa magaganap, bale January 11-13.

Bad trip, hindi pa natapat sa February. Kailangan ko pang um-absent. Ano naman ang idadahilan ko? Alangan namang "I'm not feeling well" na naman... harharhar...

Let's get to the job description pala. Ano ba ang ginagawa ng microfinance officer? May assigned area sa 'yo, lilibutin mo yun at maghahanap ka ng mga underprivileged people na gustong magkaron ng maliit na kabuhayan - kaya nga microfinancing ang tawag. Yung mga tipong sari-sari store lang. Papahiramin mo sila ng kapital at syempre ikaw rin ang bahalang maningil. Responsibility mo ring i-filter yung mga taong pahihiramin mo (syempre) - baka kasi magkaron ka ng delinquent payers, mahirap na. Ayun.

Easy? I don't think so. Pero ewan ko kung bakit nado-draw ako dito sa job na ito, nakipag-argumento pa ako kay Paul at naisiwalat ko tuloy ang aking mga pangarap sa buhay para lang pumasa ako sa interview.

Anyway... bahala na si Batman. Hindi ko pa rin sure kung worth i-pursue ito. Kung iiwan ko yung present job ko para i-try ito.

posted @ 07:04 AM | take a plunge.

closing time...

PUTANGINA.

Mawawala na yung booth. Effective tomorrow. Sa isang iglap, outbound na kami. Telesales na naman! Sa isang iglap, wala na kami sa Prestige, Strata na (napakalaking diperensya ng dalawang building na ito, mga mare't pare).

Bilang converter, ang laki ng epekto nito. Buti pa yung booth specialists eh, they have their applications (na kaming mga converters ang nag-aasikaso before) to save them. Eh kami? Zero. Kaya kailangang maghanap ng sarili naming papel. Tapos three turn-ins daw per day. *HAHAHA* Ano nga ba yung turn-in? *Complete* docs at info di ba, *after* mong mapilit yung tao *during office hours* na mag-avail ng credit card. Hahaha... GUDLAK!!!

At eto pa. Parang sinusumbat pa na nabigay na raw nila yung full amount for the month. OK fine! Ang catch: hindi masagot kung ano ang plano sa January. Ano yun, patapon na kami sa January?

(Saka as if namang hawak na namin yung eight thousand... na kay Sir Nonnie pa kaya. Eh malamang hindi nya ibibigay ng full yun bukas dahil knowing na ganito yung sitwasyon, baka magsitakbuhan na kaming lahat pagkakuha ng sweldo. Which is exactly what crossed my mind kanina... haha gago talaga ako).

Ang dami kong kinakatakutan ngayon. Ayoko na ngang pumasok eh. Para saan pa? Ano yun, kaplastikan?

Pero kung hindi ako papasok, baka i-hold ang sweldo ko. Eh from today eight days na lang ako magpapakahirap. Sayang naman yung four thousand.

OK lang namang magtrabaho kahit *AYOKO NA TALAGA*, wala na akong heart magpatuloy. Pero pipilitin ko, ayoko lang talaga makita yung boss ko.

Nakakatawa. Ano namang karapatan ko, eh sya yung boss at hindi ako. Pero kung alam nyo lang. Tangina talaga.

Bad trip nga eh, nag-announce ba naman before lunch. Syempre gaganahan ka ba namang kumain pagkatapos. At syempre ayaw mo man eh maiiwasan mo bang maapektuhan? Magagawa mo pa ba nang maayos yung trabaho mo? Konsiderasyon man lang sana na sa pagtatapos ng araw sinabi, para nagawa na lahat ng dapat gawin, nakuha na nya lahat ng kelangan nya.

Lutang kaya kaming lahat kanina. Hindi ko nga akalaing masasaktan ako habang paakyat kami ng escalator, leaving the booth behind. Hindi naman kasi ako nagbu-booth di ba. Pero masakit pa rin. Yung paglalagay kasi sa amin sa OBST, understatement na lang yun na terminated na yung contracts namin.

Shit. Parang gusto ko na lang tumunganga forever... feeling ko hanggang ngayon 11:30 pa rin ng umaga. Tumigil talaga yung pag-inog ng mundo ko, pakshet.

Andami nyang pangakong hindi natupad. Ayoko na talaga. Papasok na lang ako dahil gusto kong makuha nang buo ang sweldo ko. Punyeta talaga.

*Ang nagpasaya lang sa akin ay nung nag-pass through ako sa USTe. Ganda kasi nung lights eh...

posted @ 07:11 AM | take a plunge.

December 21st, 2004

remember the titans

"Remember the Titans" is a film about winning.

The year was 1971. Racial discrimination was raging in the States. But these boys, black and white, were forced to work together as a team under the supervision of Herman Boone. It was a tough time since they did not want to have to do anything with each other, but Herman's tactics to get them together worked. At camp, Herman assigned them to room with a person from another race. He also tasked them to know more about their roommates. As these boys found out more about each other, they learned how to "respect the soul of a man despite his looks". Eventually they learned to like each other and even treated each other as best friends, like Julius and Gary. This made it easier for them to work together towards a common goal: the state championship.

I have learned the importance of separating your personal feelings from work or studies. If you really love what you do, then nothing else matters. Just concentrate on what you have to do.

Back in sophomore college I disliked my Literature professor - she gave me low grades on compositions because we had different interpretations of the selections that we're studying. I took this as a kind of insult because I believed that she should be open-minded about these things, being a lit professor and all. We frequently debated and even though lit was my favorite subject, I hated every minute of it. I got a good grade at the end of the semester but still, I wanted to lash out at her. Next year she was my professor again, this time in Business Communications. I can't even describe the intensity of my emotions when I saw her walk through that door. I was shocked! But this time I showed her that I am not just a student who argued all the time. Well, I wouldn't want to boast but I perfected every correspondence that she told us to write. I still smile when I remember her praising me in some of her other classes. These kids didn't know me, or didn't care, but that still means a lot

I also picked the lesson on not giving up, even when you feel that everything you do still isn't enough. Who knows, you may be just a step away from the fulfillment of your dreams! There's this saying about people who didn't have their aspirations realized because they quit in the middle of the process, not seeing that if they just pushed a little bit more, they will emerge as winners. If the Titans stopped their intensive training, they wouldn't bring home the bacon. They will still be remembered, but not with an impact that they hold now.

posted @ 12:30 AM in | take a plunge.

December 22nd, 2004

conversations with God

*from an email

































posted @ 12:15 AM | take a plunge.

December 23rd, 2004

WAG NA WAG MONG SASABIHIN
Kitchie Nadal


May gusto ka bang sabihin
Ba't di mapakali
Ni hindi makatingin
Sana'y wag mo na 'tong palipasin
At subukang lutasin
Sa mga sinabi mo na

Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin

Oh, wag na wag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay, kahit pa'ng kalayaan mo

Ano man ang inaakala
Na ako'y isang bituin
Na walang sasambahin
Di ko man ito ipakita
Abot-langit ang daing
Sa mga sinabi mo na

Iba'ng nararapat sa akin
Na tunay kong mamahalin

Oh, wag na wag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay, kahit pa'ng kalayaan mo

At sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa ‘yo
At sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa ‘yo

Oh, wag na wag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay, kahit pa'ng kalayaan mo

Oh, wag na wag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay, kahit pa'ng kalayaan mo

Oh oh

Oh, wag na wag mong sasabihin
Na hindi mo nadama itong
Pag-ibig kong handang
Ibigay, kahit pa'ng kalayaan mo

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ikaw ba'y nalulungkot???



A sales clerk demonstrates the 'Hizamakura', or lap pillow, at Hakuhinkan toy shop in Tokyo (AFP/Toru Yamakana)



Japanese toy maker Trane Co's managing director Makoto Igarashi rests his head atop his creation called the 'lap pillow,' a polyurethane pillow shaped like a kneeling woman from the waist-down in Tokyo December 15, 2004. The pillows, targeted at single men in their 20s and 30s, are available for $90 with a choice of red or black skirt. (Reuters/Yuriko Nakao)

Read more...

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December 27th, 2004

walang magawa... tsk-tsk, kaawa-awang nilalang... :D

I made a new layout; I call it "chic". It's much simpler than what I used to have ("perception" and "pink summer"). Oh well. Let this be my layout for Valentines Day (a little too advanced, I know).

I also am trying to fix my gallery. Haay... ang hirap ng sira ang scanner!

posted @ 01:37 AM | take a plunge.

HINDI KO NA SYA MAHAL!!!

(From an email. I love the last part... reminds me of someone... haha! Read on...)

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"HINDI KO NA SYA MAHAL (HINDI KO SYA MAHAL)"

Naranasan mo na bang masabihan nyan???

Kung OO ang sagot mo, pwes! Alam mo ba na out of 10 people na nagsabi nyan 5 ang nagsasabi ng totoo?? Yes! Meaning 5 ang sinungaling!

Kasi, minsan maraming dahilan kung bakit nasasabi yan...

Isipin mo ito...

Nasasabi ang linyang yan sa mga sitwasyon gaya ng...

NAGUGULUHAN: Ito yung mga taong nasa isang relasyon pagkatapos eh meron pang mahal na iba... kailangan nilang mapaniwala ang sarili na hindi na nila mahal yung isa para mahalin naman yung isa pa. (HALIMBAWA: I'm sorry may iba na akong mahal, HINDI NA KITA MAHAL) Pero echos! Ang totoo di ka naman syur kung sino pa talaga sa kanila ang matimbang... gets mo? (kung hindi kawawa ka naman.. )

MASAMA ANG LOOB: Eto naman yung mga taong katatapos lang hiwalayan o nagawan ng di maganda sa isang relasyon. (HALIMBAWA: Bakit nya nagawa sa 'kin toh! HINDI KO NA SYA MAHAL!) pero ay naku dala lang yan ng sama ng loob mo... sige hinga ng malalim... tulog ng mahimbing... paggising mo bukas naku... sya na naman ang naalala mo... (miz mo noh? )

BASTED: As in ayaw nya daw sayo... PARE OKEI KA LANG? (SAGOT: Okei lng ako p're, wala na yun hindi ko na rin sya mahal) Uyyy pa-macho epek... SISTER OKEI KA LNG? (SAGOT: yuh I'm okei, as in hindi ko na sya mahal noh?!) Ows? Go gurl!

LIHIM NA PAG-IBIG: Eto naman ung mga taong ayaw ipaalam sa kanilang minamahal ang totoo, para lang mapagtakpan ang nararamdaman nila, lalo na't binubuking na sila... (HALIMBAWA: Hindi ko sya mahal ah, friend lang ang turing ko sa kanya.) Ay naku! Yan din ang sinabi ni Jolina kay Marvin!

PA-"I WILL SURVIVE" EPEK: Eto ang mga taong gusto nang kumawala sa hawla ng alala ng taong minamahal... (HALIMBAWA: Pagod na 'ko... from now on, kakalimutan ko na sya, hindi ko na sya mahal! Smart na 'ko ngayon, I will survive!) ... Hehe sino ka? si Kris Aquino??

TAAS NG PRIDE: Eto yung mga taong di nila maamin sa sarili nila na mahal nila ang isang person kasi nga malayo sa standard nila yung gurl/guy or let's say may ibang dahilan... pero nainlab sila. (HALIMBAWA: Yun? Hindi ko sya mahal noh. Ako pa, kilala nyo 'ko) sabay naka-cross ang mga fingers ng kanilang hands and feet!

TAKOT: Eto ung mga taong dahil ilang beses na nasaktan sa larangan ng pag ibig, eh ayaw nang magmahal kahit na mahal naman talaga nila ang isang taong nagmamahal sa kanila... (HALIMBAWA: Ayaw ko nang masaktan ulit... hindi kita mahal.) ... o tapos? Hehe

PAGHIHIGANTI: Eto naman yung mga taong binabalikan matapos hiwalayan... syempre sobra nga naman sila nasaktan kaya sasabihan nya ng "MASYADO AKONG NASAKTAN SA MGA NANGYARI, HINDI NA KITA MAHAL" ... o loko bagay sa 'yo!

Maraming dahilan, maraming paraan para sabihin natin ito... pero sana, sa susunod na sabihin mo sa kanyang hindi mo na sya mahal... eh yung totoo na. Yung kaya mo na, yung sigurado ka, at yun talaga ang nararamdaman mo...

Mahirap na...

Paano kung mawala pa sya?

Paano kung mahal ka pa talaga nya?

Paano na kung mahal ka nya?

Paano kung mahal ka rin nya at mahal mo pa rin sya?

At sa ibang taong makakaranas naman neto... pag sinabihan ka ng HINDI NA KITA MAHAL! / HINDI KITA MAHAL!

Chin up! and say...

STYLE MO BULOK! "LIERS" GO TO HELL!!


Tinamaan ka di ba? Alam ko...

posted @ 02:08 AM | take a plunge.

BOYLET: Isang Depinisyon

NOTE: Hindi po ako ang sumulat nito; napulot ko lang sya sa email. Naaliw ako kaya naman binigyan ko sya ng kaunting ispasyo dito sa blog ko.


BOYLET

Vocabulary:

boy - n. a male child from birth to puberty

-let - n. suffix, small one


"Ano ba ibig sabihin ng boylet?"


Tanong yan sa akin ng isang boylet. Pero ano nga ba ang ibig sabihin ng 'boylet'? Ewan ko ba, pero napulot ko yan sa mga baklakekok kong kaibigan. "Ate, yummy ang boylet mo." "Bakla, saan ba may boylet dito?" Pero kung talagang pag-iisipan, mahirap ma-define ang boylet. Ito ba'y dahil sa age? Sa maturity? Sa height? Sa looks? Ang boylet, kailangang bata, or at least, ka-age mo. Kasi pag mas matanda ng ilang taon, hindi na boylet yon, tander-cat na. As in tanders. Tanders from tanda -- matanders -- tanders -- tander-cat (origin - thundercat). Grabe ang evolution ng mga salita, diba?

Dapat din daw, ang boylet, hindi mo boyfriend, pero hindi lang din friend. So, ibig sabihin, napakalalim ng kahulugan ng "-let" sa suffix sa boylet. Biro mo, ang "-let" ang nag-define ng isang relasyon na mas malalim, at malamang mas intimate sa friendship, pero less committed at non-exclusive kung ikukumpara sa boyfriend. Tsk, tatlong letra lang yan, pero it makes a world of difference. Kaya ang isang boy, para maging boylet, kailangang maging isang tao na kayang tumawid sa pagitan ng pagiging isang boyfriend o lover at isang kaibigan.

So pwede din ba gamitin ang "-let" sa mga tander-cats?

Hmmm... parang masagwa -- tander-lets? Tander-cat-lets?

Kasi naman pag tander-cats, mas malamang na naghahanap ng isang relasyon na hindi passing fancy lang. Pero hindi yan generalization, okay? Madami pa din namang mga tander-cats na isip-boylet. So, anong tawag natin sa kanila? Closet-boylets? Ay, ambot!

Ano pa ang distinguishing factor ng isang boylet?

Sabi ng isang kaibigan na nagkaroon na ng relasyon mula sa both ends of the continuum -- from the youngest of boylets to super tander-cats, ang boylet, fling lang daw. Kapag naging seryoso ang relasyon o "arrangement" sa isang boylet, pwede nang tanggalin ang suffix na "-let" at palitan ng salitang "friend". But it is not necessarily true na promotion sa boylet ang pagiging boyfriend. Isipin mo yon, pag may boyfriend ka na, bawal na ang mga boylets. Eh kung puro boylets lang, walang hassles, walang guilt involved, kasi nga, ang "-let" ang sasalba sa iyo. Ang "-let" ang nagsasabi na hindi naman kayo exclusive sa isa't-isa. Ang galing talaga ng "-let"! Pwede din kaya itong gamitin sa ibang salita?

Halimbawa, kung itatanong sa iyo ng jowa mo, "Do you love me?" Ang problema, hindi ka sigurado kung anong isasagot. Isipin mo, pag sinabi mong 'yes', sangkatutak na exclusivity na yan. Pag naman 'no', aba, eh, baka mag-isip ang jowa mo at iwan ka. So, pwede bang "yes-let" ang isagot? Ang "-let" na lang uli ang bahala to fill in the gaps. Ibig sabihin pag 'yes-let', oo, love kita ngayon, pero may possibility na bawiin ko in the future. O kaya naman, oo, love naman kita, pero pwede pa ba akong humirit ng one last boylet?

Boylet... boy na maliit o cute? Di ba't ang ibig sabihin ng suffix na "-let" at cute o naman kaya'y maliit? Parang islet, maliit na island; booklet, maigsi o manipis na compilation ng materials. Hindi naman kasi magandang pakinggan kung tatawagin silang mini-boys. Mas maganda at endearing nga ang tunog ng boylet, parang honeylet.

Pero pano naman pala ang tawag sa girl version ng mga boylet? Girlet? Parang hindi akma. Mas maganda siguro kung girlash. Pero hindi nito ganap na mailalarawan kung ano ang essence ng pagiging quasi-gf, semi-friend. So, in short, sa mga boys lang pwedeng magkaroon ng suffix na "-let", ganon ba yon? Baka naman kasi ibang suffix ang angkop sa mga girls.

Kung ikaw ang mamimili, ano ang mas gusto mo, isang boylet na nagpapaka-tanders, o isang tander-cat na nagpapaka-boylet? Magulong isipin, pero ang isang boylet na nagpapaka-tandercat ay yung tipong pa-mature effect. Ang dami kunwaring angst sa buhay, pinapalaki ang pinakamaliit na issue - para nga naman makasabay sya sa lahat ng angst ng nakakatandang babae.

Insecurity siguro ng mga boylet, o maaari rin namang mature na talaga, pero hindi natin malalaman, unless, gusto mong makilala ng masinsinan ang boylet mo.

Ang mga tandercats naman na nagpapaka-boylet ay yung mga feeling groovy at w-a-a-a-y-y C-O-O-L, na kadalasan ay hindi naman talaga, nagpupumilit lang. Maaari din naman na sila yung mga tandercats na may mental age ng isang 15-yr old. Ito ang isang proof na may mga taong walang pinagkatandaan, at ang emotional at mental age ng tao ay iba-iba sa biological age.

Ang isa pang tanong, gaano ka-boylet ang kaya mo, kung baga sa low-waist pants, how low can you go? Basta siguraduhin na above 18 ang boylet, kundi, sa kalaboso ang bagsak mo, statutory rape yon, kung di mo alam. 3 years? 4, 5, 6? Depende naman talaga sa iyo yan.

Pero isipin mo lang na kung 9 years ang gap nyo, aba ineng, nung pinanganak sya ay may monthly period ka na! Hindi ba kapangi-pangilabot yon? Pero kung kaya mo, o 'carry' mo, ika nga ng aking mga baklakekok na kaibigan, eh di sige, magpakadalubhasa sa pangangarir ng mga boylet. I-career! At bakit hindi? Ilan pa lamang ang may MA at PhD degree sa Boylet Affairs Management.

Pero bakit nga ba natin kailangan ng mga boylet?

Sabi ng isang kaibigan, gusto nyang ma-re-affirm na sya ay may asim pa. Suggestion ko lang, pwede naman litmus test na lang for acidity ang gamitin, di ba? Yung iba naman, pantawid-gutom daw. Ano ang akala nila sa mga boylet, mini-cup na pansit canton? Yung iba naman, just so they'll feel alive again daw, to feel young, fresh and to get their groove back. Aside from botox treatment, napakadami pang mga services ni Dra. Vicky ang pwede para magmukha at maging feeling young.

Pasalamat tayo at nandyan sila - para magbigay ng kasiyahan, company, aliw, o kung ano pa man. Sa dami ng mga benefits na dinadala ng mga boylets na ito sa ating buhay, gusto ko lang magbigay ng pugay sa kanila. Mabuhay ang mga boylet, dakila kayo! Go forth and multiply!

posted @ 02:14 AM | take a plunge.

December 28th, 2004

kanya-kanyang inbox...!!

Alas-kwatro ng umaga na ako nakatulog kanina. Syempre panay ang puyat ko ngayong Christmas holidays kaya naman naiba ang takbo ng aking body clock. Kahit anong pagpapatulog ang aking gawin, hindi tumatalab. Hindi rin nakatulong ang pagsu-surf ko sa rotten.com at celebritymorgue upang ako'y mahimbing (nai-imagine ko kasi yung mga nasilayan ko dun eh... natatakot tuloy akong pumikit... hahaha ). Kaya naman paggising ko apat na oras ang nakalipas, tila lutang ang pag-iisip ko. Pero sa halip na ipagpaliban ang pagbangon at magpa-late sa trabaho, nagdesisyon akong sa byahe na lang matulog. So kumilos na ako.

Mataman kong inabangan ang jeep na daraan sa harap ng bahay namin. Yun ang maghahatid sa akin papuntang Legarda, kung saan nagdaraan ang mga FX tungo sa aking "final destination" - ang Ortigas Center.

Ayan na! Malayo pa lang, nakita ko na yung jeepney. Pero bago ito tuluyang tumigil sa harapan ko, meron munang lalaking sumakay ilang metro mula sa kinatatayuan ko. No big deal; dead-ma. Kaming dalawa lang ang sakay, nag-abutan kami ng bayad; dead-ma pa rin. Although napansin ko na meron nga syang itsura. Binaybay namin ang kahabaan ng Gastambide at pagsabi ko ng "Para!," narinig ko rin ang boses nya. Magkasunod kaming bumaba.

FX naman ang inaabangan ko ngayon. Nakakainis kasi puro jeep lang ang nakikita ko, tapos yung unang FX na namataan ko ay byaheng Cubao pa. Pero dumating din ang swerte. At wag ka! Mukhang sasakay din sya sa FX!

Inisip ko pa nga nung una kung sa likod o gitna ba ako sasakay... matutulog nga ako dapat di ba?? Pero nangibabaw ang epekto ng puyat - hindi na ako makapag-isip ng matino. Tumabi ako dun sa gwapong guy

Nung magbabayad na, sabi nya, "Ma, magkano hanggang Shangri-la?"

Kumabog ang dibdib ko nun. Siyet! Sa Megamall kaya ako bababa??!!

PAG-IBIG NA ITO. SOULMATE, IKAW BA YAN???

Hindi ko nga napigilang mapangiti. At bago ko makalimutang banggitin, alam nyo bang pagsakay na pagsakay namin ng FX eh eto ba naman ang tugtog:

Your love is like the sun
That lights up my whole world
I feel the warmth inside
Your love is like a river
That flows down through my veins
I feel the thrill inside


Again, again, again: PAG-IBIG NA ITO. SOULMATE, IKAW BA YAN???

Hindi na tuloy ako nakatulog pano'y ninanamnam ko bawat sandali. Apatnapu't limang minuto ko lang syang makakasama sa tanang buhay ko, maximum na yung isang oras. Naisip ko pa nga, Mamang Driver, wala na akong pakialam kung ma-late ako dahil holiday pa rin naman ngayon. Mag-long-cut ka kung gusto mo! Hindi ako nagmamadali!

Alas, walang mental telepathy na namagitan sa amin ng drayber. Hindi naman kasi kami close kaya hindi gumana ang aming ESP. Paglampas ng Kalentong eh kumaliwa sya sa Addition Hills. Paksiyet! Hindi ko nakamit ang rurok ng tagumpay!

I felt really sorry nung naaninag ko na ang EDSA-Shaw flyover. Hay, malapit na kaming mamaalam. Goodbye, beautiful stranger...

Huling balato sa akin ni Lord: medyo nagtagal yung stoplight sa may Crossing (harhar). Pero some good things never last talaga. Bumagal ang takbo ng FX as we neared Shangri-la Plaza. At yun, bumaba na sya.

Hindi ko na nga tiningnan eh. Well... o sige na nga, tiningnan ko! Pero sa gilid lang ng mata ko noh (nagmamaang-maangan pa kasi eh! ) Nagulat ako nang aking mapagtantong nakatingin din sa akin ang bruho! Gusto ko ngang matawa, kasi may pause pa talaga pagbaba nya, bago nya isarang muli ang pinto. Naks naman! Haba ng hair ng lolah!!

Tinakpan ko ang mukha ko pag-alis nya, para hindi makita ng ibang pasahero ang luwang ng ngiti ko. Baka mapagkamalan akong baliw eh (sa lagay na ito, hindi pa ba?? )

Medyo may panghihinayang pa rin naman akong naramdaman. Hindi ko kasi nilubos ang pagti-trip... nagsisi ako dahil sana pala, nung tiningnan nya ako, eh tiningnan ko rin sya! Ewan ko lang kung di sya mangilabot dyan... bwahaha

*****

Version ni "beautiful stranger" sa kanyang imaginary tabulas:

Kanina may nakasabay akong babae. Akalain mong mula jeep hanggang FX, mula Morayta hanggang Shangri-la, eh nakasama ko sya?? Ang weirdo nga nun, pagsakay namin ng FX eh biglang napangiti. Hindi na natanggal yung ngiti nya hanggang pagbaba ako. Siguro merong naaalala - pano ba naman kasi yung tugtog sa FX eh puro love songs! Unang-una yung Your Love ng Alamid. Basta marami pa... tunog kalye pero may touch ng pag-eemote. Uuy pag-ibig! Hahaha! Wala lang. Napatingin pa ako sa kanya pagbaba ko, bago ko isara yung pinto. Pero mukhang absorbed sya masyado sa daydream nya. Goodluck sa kanya... baka lumampas sya sa bababaan nya!!!

*****

Naaalala ko tuloy si Megan. Sabi nya sa akin last year: MALANDE!!! POKPOK!!! SUMBONG!!!

Hoy hinde noh... loyal 'to...

(Grabidad na ito... tulog lang ang katapat nito... hekhekhek... )

posted @ 10:40 PM in | 2 splashed

December 29th, 2004

VAGINA!!!

Nakita ko sa Friendster... haha... la lang...
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Vagina Game
Think of a movie title and change its one word to vagina... Copy and paste to post yours...

1.bigboi ~The Last VAGINA Standing { MAN }
2.DaRyL ~ Dude, where's my VAGINA? [CAR]
3.DARyeLL = a VAGINA to remember (walk)
4.Karlo= Interview with a VAGINA (Vampire)
5.Jamester = Riding VAGINAs (Giants)
6.Marcus - Back to the VAGINA (Future)
7. Eric - When a man loves a VAGINA (Woman)
8. Kristine - Saving private VAGINA (Ryan)
9. Goldie - Episode 2: Attack of the Vagina(s) (CLones)
10. Rachel - VAGINA in New York (Autumn)
11. Teena- VAGINA Bites (reality)
12.Lilibeth-Head of VAGINA (State)
13. May - House of Flying VAGINA (Daggers)
14.Kim-The Vagina Machine(Time)
15. Laurz- Red VAGINA (Shadow)
16. iTcHiE- Tears Of The VAGINA (Sun)
17.jhoanna-bridget jones VAGINA(diary)
18.waqz-VAGINA diaries (red)
19. Papabear- The Real VAGINA Movie (jackass)
20. iSh!m~ Ten things i hate about VAGINA (You)
21.dEaN - Vagina Po 2 (mano)
22. rHi - My Bestfriend's Vagina (wedding)
23. dEaN - Vagina ang Itawag mo sa Akin (Ligaya)
24. rHi - The Last Vagina (Samurai)
25. dEaN - How to Lose A Vagina in 10 days (guy)
26. dEan - Ang Vagina sa Breakwater (Babae)
27. dEan - Ang Tanging Vagina (Yaman)
28. rHi - Enteng Kabisote: Okay Ka Vagina Ko (Fairy)
29. Dean - Vagina Kids (Ninja)
30. Papa Bear - Gone in 60 Vaginas (seconds)
31. Papa Bear - Bringing Down the Vagina (House)
32. Dean - Honey, I shrunk the vaginas (kids)
33. Dean - Honey, I blew up the Vagina (kid)
34. Papa Bear - Vagina by the dozen (cheaper)
35. rhi - The thin red vagina (line)
36. Papa Bear - Eurovagina (trip)
37.Dean - Vagina Pie (American)
38. Papa Bear - a vagina tale (shark)
39. dean - a vagina's life (bug's)
40. dean - Basta Vagina sweet lover (driver)
41. rhi - Vagina and the Beast (beauty)
42. julien - Meet the vagina (fockers)
43.kay-Along Came Vagina (polly)
44.kay- Anak ng Vagina ( bulkan) waahahah
45. kay- Die Vagina ( hard)
46.kay-Vagina ko ( pare) d movie
47.kay- Dirty Vagina ( dancing)
48.kay-Save the last vagina ( dance)
49.Paulkey - Vagina Almighty (Bruce)
50.Paulkey - Behind Enemy Vagina (Line)
51.Paulkey - Master and Vagina (Commander)
52.Paulkey - Cold Vagina (Mountains)
53.Paulkey - Bulletproof Vagina (Monk)
54.Paulkey - Lord of the Vagina (Ring)
55.Paulkey - Pirates of the Vagina (Caribbean)
56.Paulkey - Catch Vagina if you can (me)
57.Paulkey - TERMINATOR 3 Rise of the Vagina (Machine)
58.Paulkey - Super Size Vagina (ME)
59.Paulkey - Finding Vagina (Nemo)
60. kay- takot ka ba sa Vagina? (dilim)
61. kay-Ang Vagina ni Lola ( bahay)
62. kay-13th Vagina (ghost)
63. Kay- Vagina Massacre (Lipa)
64. kay- Mula sa Vagina ( puso) d movie
65. julien - vagina attacks (mars)
66. babygrl- maging vagina ka man
67. babygrl- vagina express
68. babygrl- what a vagina wants
69. jobrt- national vagina
70. jobrt - vaginaworld
71. jobrt- vaginatalkers
72. jobrt- sa iyo ang maynila, akin ang vagina
73. jobrt- head over vagina
74. chat - my sassy vagina {girl}
75. chat - about a vagina {boy}

Magdagdag din kayo kung gusto nyo... bwahaha...

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Speaking of vaginas, pakitingnan naman po *ETO*

posted @ 11:38 PM | take a plunge.

December 30th, 2004

government studies

The government came out with new warnings of products that are hazardous to your health, and it isn't pretty. I wish they wouldn't even publish these lists, it leaves you wondering if anything is safe.

According to the government:

Steel causes brain damage.
Chocolate causes antisocial behavior.
Coffee causes temporary blindness.
Computers may cause back strain.
Chickens cause sleeping sickness.

Let's examine these findings.

- Steel causes brain damage. According to a recent study, 100% of individuals who were struck in the head repeatedly with a sledgehammer suffered blunt force trauma to the brain.

- Chocolate causes antisocial behavior. Recent studies indicate that when a chocolate candy bar is waved in front of people that haven't eaten for a week, they readily engage in antisocial behavior and even fighting to obtain the tasty treat.

- Coffee causes temporary blindness. In repeated testing, coffee, when thrown into the eyes of test subjects, caused a temporary loss of vision often requiring physical removal of the coffee grounds before comfortable vision is restored.

- Computers may cause back strain. In a survey of computer users, it was found that 63% of those sitting at their computer for 18 or more hours per day report back pain in varying degrees.

- Chickens cause sleeping sickness. Virtually 100% of individuals who lay their heads on feather pillows would sooner or later fall asleep.

- Birthdays cause aging. In this government study, every birthday experienced caused the person to age an average of one year.

Man, I don't know about you, but that looks pretty ominous to me.

*from THE ODDBALL WALL

posted @ 02:25 AM | take a plunge.

violet



VIOLET: You are very intuitive. Spirituality is something you hold very dear to your heart. You have an understanding of higher self-meaning, and are very aware of the things in and around you. Dreams mean a lot to you as they help you in figuring out your conscious self. You have a very peaceful and kind nature. You probably are even a little psychic.


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posted @ 03:01 AM | 2 splashed

January 1st, 2005

WELCOME 2005


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MY WISHLIST

1. N7610... aaah!!!

2. Books - Paulo Coelho books, Anne series, Purpose Driven Life, Blue Mountain books, Mitch Albom books, Youngblood, at marami pang iba!

3. "Imelda" VCD

4. Quality time with old friends... aaw!

5. To enjoy my work more - go, go, go SCB! Punk's not dead! God save the Queen! *DUH* (or, I wish I'll find something better na lang... harhar! )

6. To be published in a national newspaper (or UST's Varsitarian, at least)

7. Patience, patience, patience!

8. Courage to live life to the fullest

9. Ika nga ni Tupe: sana hindi na ako maging "lovelife-less"... "lovelife-ful" na

10. Happiness ng pag-ibig ko... waaaah!!!!
AAH... LOVE YOU BEST!

posted @ 02:33 AM | 6 splashed